I'm incredibly proud to be an E.L.F. these men for eight years now have been the source of my happiness. I fear that without their smiling faces, their singing, their dances, and their beautiful personalities, I wouldn't be the person I am today and I would not have smiled as often as I did. I'm so glad that somebody used "It's You" in one of their youtube videos and I'm glad that I was enchanted by Kyuhyun's voice. Because if I didn't stubble upon that video and if Kyu didn't sing in that song, I wouldn't have fallen in love with 13 people (15 now with our Mimi and Henry). I wouldn't be laughing as much, I wouldn't have known you could love people you've never met with such intensity. I wouldn't have learned to be open-minded. I wouldn't have learned that friendships are worth the time and dedication. And that tragedy can bring people together, but also joy and victory will too. That friendships turn into family, and the people who truly matter will love you through your mistakes, though they may be disappionted and angry. That sometimes it's okay to let go and move on, but to be humble and know without them you wouldn't be who you are. I learned that love can cross oceans. I learned that love doesn't have a language. I learned that your family can be anywhere in the world. I learned that hardwork and dedication is what it takes to achieve your dream. I learned you shouldn't listen to the people who bring you down, but you might as damn well prove them wrong. Super Junior will always be my first love and I will love them even when I am old and wrinkly. I will weep when they all move on to start family's, but it will be happy tears, because they had sacrificed so much for us and they deserve to have the family they always dreamed of. I will weep when I learn in my later years that they have passed away. I will dust off my albums and listen to them and remember that our teenage love and 20's love never leave us. I will forever bleed sapphire blue and love with the intensity of the ocean. Because Super Junior has made me a better, happier person, and I can't thank them enough.










