#adhd grindset

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crippling fear that my friends think that i ruin everything but i really really don't mean to. i just have a lot of thoughts and feelings and opinions, and things will spill out sometimes because i just have so much energy and don't get to talk about certain things, and when i get anxious while talking, i struggle to pick up on tone thru text because at that point, i get set off rlly easily and i spiral and get rlly scared they'll hate me until they tell me they aren't mad and i have to remind myself they aren't mad at me.

anyway thinking of suggesting to my friend that i could have a role on a server so i can't see certain channels

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@ people with adhd do u also cry when you're severely understimulated

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somethingi feel my neurotylical friends wouldn't get ks understimulation

it feels like there's a rock in my ribcage and eberything js blank and my brain js desperate for something but there's NOTHJNG and suddenly the rocks are piling hup in my head and everything's so grey abd empry and there's nothing but there's everything and my ears are ringing slightly as idrown jn these rocks why are rhere sk manh rocks? why can't i fund anything to do i don't wanna break anthing hut i wan to i want to bjte ir shatter but i can't

and it's si hadd to get out of

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ehehehe... my mom bought me a cool fidgity.... can't wait ti show it to all my friends when it gets here...

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you guys with simple tics jealous of my complex tics 😎

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i feel the CREECHURS in my body WRITHING. grrr... rage...

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immm soooo upsetttt an when i try to calm down my brain is likee "u should be upset!!" and i get upset again!!!!!!!

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catch me with my high-sensitivity day ;)