#adhd is crazy

[kairosclerii]

i hate adhd dopamine-rush fakeout crushes because i’ll get into an impulsive relationship only to realize that as much as i care about the person its not a sustainable relationship and i actually am not head over heels for them they were just somewhat unknown to me and i was romanticizing them because it gave me dopamine and adrenaline and that was addictive to my dopamine-deficient brain

anyways i finally recognized that pattern and broke the cycle so now i’ve been single with no crushes of any kind whatsoever for a few months but it’s lowkey borrriiiiiing…

but it’s okay because sometimes boring is healthier! and i’ll be in my dream relationship soon trust 🙏 i’m just manifesting it at the moment

[lilbabybuttz]

this blog has become my hyperfixation, if you hadn't noticed. I am out of ideas at the moment (I have about twenty wips but they're all ...missing something.) so I feel helpless and empty lol

[symbolism145]

has anyone done a genderqueer interpretation or reimagining of romeo and juliet yet

[chick1996]

Enjoy this gif of willy and auston checking on mitch and him not having it

[lexiiiii020]

Adhd things?????

PART 2

Does anybody else have or do these

People saying to me “YoU dOnT LoOk LiKe YoU hAvE ADHD’…..ummmm okay??? Thanks for the input????

Zoning out during a song or tv show and having to rewind it to actually attempt to watch it again!!!

Hearing a song and LOVING it! So you listen to it over and over repeat until you get sick of it

Obsessive habits???? Ones I cannot break for the life of me!! Like playing with my hair or snapping my fingers when stressed

I cannot wear ‘day clothes’ or clothes you wear outside, in bed!!! It makes me feel really gross and idk why?!!

I have an organization system! It makes complete sense to me but it looks messy to everyone else

My concept of time is so awful! It could be 9:45 but my brain goes ‘it’s 10! So almost 12!’

If I have an appointment at 12, I cannot do anything productive until that is done! My brain shuts down and I cannot even move sometimes

I cannot remember faces well and cannot for the LIFE OF ME put names to faces!!! I feel awful for it!!!

OBJECT PERMANENCE!!!!! Out of sight…out of mind!!!!!!!

I’m not cold but I get random shivers or jerks throughout the day?????

Severe attachments to whatever I find which results in collecting everything???

Eating food is a nuisance to me????? Like I’m busy doing so many other things!!! Eating takes so so longggg!!!!!

Extreme mental exhaustion!! If I’m severely bored, there are times where I cannot stay awake! My eyes will be closing on their own while I’m still standing!!!!!

The idea of posting something…Instagram, tumblr, wattpad etc… is terrifying and makes me so nauseous to when I don’t do it!!!

[bikerboyfriend]

i have been sat for like an hour; not doing anything but im so thirsty like thirst that i could die thirsty and my bodys like "🤔ok". What do you mean okay. There's an action that should follow that thought.

[trashweebblep]

Having ADHD and being on the autism spectrum is like rolling a high roll in DND on something you shouldn’t need to roll so high on

Example:

Social anxiety

I rolled a nat 20 in the character making part and accidentally messed up my ability to talk to people once I hit mid teens, and I have yet to learn it again