#adhd tired

[samhammity]

The I dont give a fuck feeling

When your adhd is running high, cause you have no control over your life at the moment. So you end up neglecting everything because it's not fun putting the pieces back in order. Even though order is what is needed to get better.

[perrine-hideaway]

I really can't seem to wake up properly today...

Woke up at 7:30am, forgot I didn't had an alarm so I stayed on my phone without checking the time until 9:30.

Barely downstairs, changing my workplace to my mom's work room instead of the (big) dining table (which annoys me but I agree that not everything as to be around my 2nd session for other than me, it just doesn't help my mental health sometime).

Felt overwhelmed and still tired so I went upstairs to cry a bot and our guests arrived at that moment of course. Tried to plaster a smile as I can do easely but they are clever and therapist like my mom so I guess they both saw right through me. Still managed to take my breakfast alone and now I need to finish the last (important) details for the next big step.

Being late on my schedule and tired really isn't helping.