Hello, I'm A and I talked to Eisuke a few months ago about my ex who wanted a Harem. Thank you for the encouragement, I have three weeks left in this town, I'm moving back in with my parents. Which while it isn't abroad like I wanted but my parents are worried because the stress of everything has taken its toll on my body. Once I'm given the okay by my doctors I'm hoping to achieve my dreams of teaching English abroad and making that into my career. However, since I'll be at my parents (part 1)
(Part 2) they want me to settle down and have a family. But… after my ex, I don’t think I can at least for a while. I have a hard time trusting intentions and well…With my health issues and my future goals, I can’t ask someone to walk this path with me and I can’t do the long distance thing without all the trust issues I have now. I wish I could just erase the years with my ex. Sigh, sorry for the rant. At any rate, thank you for comforting me when I really needed it.
Eisuke had a slow day for once which was quite rare for him. He was hovering at the Host Club for most of that week,feeling restless. That was when he saw a familiar young woman hovering at the entrance. She was looking around anxiously her eyes settling on him. He rose,walking over and crooking his arm to her in invitation. “Welcome back A. I will escort you today’’ he said softly as she slowly took his arm. He escorted her to a far off table hidden by the other patrons mostly but most importantly it was out of earshot. The waiter came and left an assortment of muffins and cakes along with hot,fragrant tea. He served it himself letting her add sugar as she willed before he sat down crossing his legs.
He waited patiently before she eventually started to speak,listening without interrupting her. At her sigh,he set his cup down choosing his words carefully. “First of all, congratulations on managing to get out of the environment that reminds you of your toxic experience with your ex and seeking help. I can tell it took great courage and strength. As for your parents, I would sit them down. Talk to them honestly,keeping your voice calm and steady. Show them that there are other things you need to do before you can find a man to marry and have a family. Since they know what happened and what you’re going through, I believe they will be more receptive to what you’ll say. I doubt they will push unless they have no regard for your mental state.”
He let out the breath he held and continued “ For a while you will feel like you can trust nearly no one. It takes time to build yourself back up after that sort of mental abuse and trauma. For now, try to focus on deciding what your path will be and how to get yourself there. Meticulously. Map it out, take notes if need be. Don’t lose sight of it. And, in the meantime, take it one day at a time. Find things to make you happy again and give yourself the time to get back on your own feet. And the man who is worth the effort and who will hold your welfare and happiness above everything else will come. When you’re ready. And,until that happens,I will be here. Whenever you need it.”
