Hm. I think I am still the villain in my story, even though what happened in my worlds reality differs so heavily from my 'games' reality.
I wish I could cockily say, 'How could you blame me? Extestensialism and the abrupt realization that your world- no, your whole *reality* is nothing but a game for a higher power would drive *anyone* insane! I regret what I did, but you can't completely blame me for it!'
Because Stratosfear stayed calm and calculated, only being driven to do what he did because of *me*. Besides, they have Anshine backing him.
Because Ixol kept to itself, never harming anyone, just pushing them all away. The reason it realized the truth in the first place was because of *me*. Because of what *I* did to their friends. I killed them. All of them.
And Pe- The *Second*. Well.
They don't talk, and every action is measured, calm, yet so frustratingly free of control. It's like she has no reason to live outside of keeping the peace and providing fulfillment of everyone's whims, wants, and wishes, and she's *happy about it*.
i miss being her friend. i miss seeing them come to me after she gained another points trust. snagged another red coin from a hard spot. i miss her coming to me for advice. i miss her smile. i miss her laugh. i miss her.