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for the canon skills thing

i was so so so good at science and i really enjoyed it too i could do complicated equations in my head i literally saved the universe because i was so good at science and now i struggle to understand basic chemistry

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sound off for canon disabilities!

as two-face i was very visibly disabled (as a burn survivor with a facial difference), i also had ocd and was a system. possibly some other stuff going on there, too, but that's what i can confirm.

as leon kennedy i had ptsd and chronic illness of some kind (they didn't really have a name for what happens after you survive getting las plagas injected into you, but it did cause problems, mostly joint pain and issues keeping down food). i guess raccoon city syndrome counts, too, but that was fairly temporary.

happy disability pride month to everybody who was or is disabled out there. we got solidarity still!

-- #🔪🫁🪢

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Canon skills: Across multiple sources and canons, I used to be able to understand math better and understand various types of physics.

In this life, I have a learning disability combo that has nerfed me big time.

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My special skill they won’t let me have here is being Sosmall 😔

fictive who is a dragon and also so small. in the mech for me

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fanon problems: Any other complaint I had in the past is overridden by the fact that a popular person in the fan community is someone with extremely creepy (and 100% illegal) behaviors to the point where if I list the source, the amount of kin from the source means it could very well get back to the real person by way of someone in the source community that I briefly followed. Turns out people who gave me the icks years ago give me worse icks now.

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Ask game uh my fandom problem is when people try to make it out like I’ve never done anything wrong, like I was just the perfect partner all the time, fuck off honestly

Also when people think i didn’t know well enough to not get used, i wasn’t “getting used”, it wasnt a healthy relationship but i wasn’t getting used

As much as i love the dynamic of trying to use eachother that wasn’t us, he genuinely loved me, I loved him too but was also using him from the beginning because i was scared of genuine affection

And also cause I’m a fucking scammer, that’s what scammers FUCKING DO???

I wasn’t naïve and innocent, I knew too much actually

-#☎️✉️

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canon skills: i miss flying so much. i miss flying so, so, *so* much. i miss being so lightweight (because of my hollow bones) that i never worried about my weight on those i loved, when i'd lean on them or lay on them. miss wrapping my arms around someone, and then my wings. miss being a birdguy. - grian

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Canon skills: Swordfighting. It was so much fun, and while I could try HEMA now, which would be close, but it's... Different. Sure, I could pick up longsword and such now, but it would always be about "points" and fighting a faceless silhouette; it's a sport, not a life-or-death skill. And that's great, fewer people are finding themselves in fights to the death, and we don't live in a world with monsters that need slaying. But... I do miss surprising bandits on the road. Yes, Jaskier, the Witcher's bard, knows how to defend himself without Geralt's constant assistance, thank you very much! Or... Knew. I feel like it won't be as fun in standardized matches, nor to learn again from scratch as an adult. Maybe I will get back into it someday, maybe even soon, but there will always be part of me that misses the chaos of managing to turn the tide on a roadside ambush. With perhaps a bit of underhanded trickery, but they didn't fight fair, so I see no reason I ought to have. Songwriting, too, I've lost that touch for sure. No amount of learning can recapture what I had, and while I miss it, I've come to the conclusion that it's my turn to be the one simply listening, not trying to write for all the world. At least I can, someday, have my lute-playing skill back in full force, whether or not anyone else will appreciate it. Ah well, not everyone has taste /lh

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