The worst part of my life
I've dated this guy for the past three years and it was the best part and time of my life. I had met him when I was in 8th grade and we dated for a very short time there due to summer and us moving to different high schools. We then met again spontaneously at my job where he came to pick up his younger Autistic brother.
As the days and years past, I thought we grew together and wanted to building a future. During the last three months he began to act all weird, looking for trouble were he didn't need to, and ended up getting jumped by an x of mine that I dated in 9th grade, 10 years ago. He lately has been accusing me of hoeing around and selling myself for money. Along taking drugs to lose weight, and then saying to me that I should of just taken weigh loss pills instead of using coke.
I am broken, and confused about life and what life expects me to do. I'm 26 and I see my future going down paths of being along and not living my happily ever after.
I've been the type of person that is very careful with the things I do because I don't like people having tabs on me or throwin my mistakes at my face. I have this man my virginity, my love, my everything and now he just won't stop accusing me of these things. I love him dearly but I just don't understand why he thinks and feels this way about me.
I understand if he didn't feel the same he should of just told me that, instead of accusing me of things that I NEVER did. I respected him, myself and us to much to EVER do such a thing.
I don't know if I should keep fighting for him or if this is now the time to give up. I feel alone, I feel like my life is now having to be questioned.