A slow Sunday full of Joy - Part 4
More tears started to appear in her eyes. My right hand got up and with my thumb I started to wipe away the tears, I could not see her like this, crying of joy, at least I hoped it was out of that reason. I needed her to feel how much she meant to me, how every day I waited felt like an eternity of sorrow, since my mouth felt to dry to talk and all the literature always says that a kiss can say more that I thousand words I took her face between my hands wiping away the tears and kissed her in a way I never kissed someone before. There was nobody like her before in my life. Her lips were wet and a bit salty from the tears still soft and welcoming mine. My skin tingled as all the feelings of love and affection vibrated through my body direct into the kiss we shared. I felt her shiver as she pressed herself against me keeping the kiss going. The tears kept still coming even my eyes watered up as the emotions got even more intense. Th kiss disconnected and left us both gasping for air looking each other in the eyes. My Thumbs wiped her checks dry again. “Don’t cry my love, everything will be alright.”, I still wasn’t sure what kind of tears she was crying. “I can’t”, she sobbed,” I am just so happy, I don’t know why I am crying but the things you just said were so sweet and I never heard anything like that.” “Oh, cara mia.”, I kissed her again, tasting the salt of her tears but feeling the love in every touch and in the kiss. Her hands wandered under my shirt caressing my skin and pulling me even closer. My hands were still wrapped around her face wiping away the tears and petting her head everything to make her feel even more loved and save so she would stop crying. The pain in my heart fed by the sadness that she never heard how much she was loved would not end until her tears ran dry. “Querida”, I whispered in a break between two kisses we needed to catch our breath again,” Stop crying please. I know it is hard, but can you do it for me? Start smiling, I will try to never let a tear appear in your face again!” She looked up to me sniffing on time and swallowing. The crying stopped to my surprise; I kissed the last tears away from her cheeks. Affectionately wiping over her closed eyes. Her eyes filled with love, caught my gaze and I could not escape it the connection was so intense for a second, I forgot everything around me. Standing there in the light of the setting sun losing ourselves in the eyes, love and affection of each other. I wish I could tell you how long we stood there not saying a word, the air around us vibrated at least it felt like that for me. “You are my world, if you want to be it”, I whispered in the silence, my heart bouncing in my chest beating like crazy of fear that she would run away now. But again she surprised my precarious heart just pressing her head on my chest and hugging me even tighter. “You will be my world, and if you ever try to go I will first kill you and then myself.”, her voice sounded full of love but hard as stell and sharp as a sword, than she bit me in my chest, hard so that it would leave a big bruise. The love bite marked me as hers and I don’t have the words to tell how much that touched my soul. My right hand was on the back of her head holding her against my chest. Enjoying the feeling of her hair, her breath against my chest and the feeling of calm that flooded my body. “Cara mia”, I whispered slowly dragging her to the bed and we both laid down and cuddled together whispering more sweet nothings to each other as the night fall down and we a sleep in the arms of each other embraced by love and affection.
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