#after midnight posts

[caffeinatevita]

fact: every declan mckenna song makes me very very happy, then very very emotional. one second i may be dancing and smiling, the next i’m crying on the floor.

[abstract-lavender-bat-corpse]

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fuck you fuck your subscription fuck everyone's weird obsession with wanting things submitted as PDF's. FUCK PDF'S. fuck PDFs. fuck PDFs. fuck charging over a hundred dollars just to make a basic amount of text into less usable text. I fucking hate PDFs. I'm so mad right now. fuck the concept of subscriptions when you aren't even doing anything. fucking leaches.

[abstract-lavender-bat-corpse]

I'm recognizing patterns and behaviors. I've been getting really angry and burnt out like at soon as it hits midnight. I need to know when to call it a night. I just have so much homework. I'm not a writer I don't know how in the hell you guys do it. I follow so many writers here on Tumblr. how do you pick a protagonists traits? an antagonist? a fucking plot?? over the next mcfuckin year I'm gonna be writing a feature length screenplay for school and I'm only one week into classes but oh my god it's about to be a lot. my entirely online no lecture meetings history class doesn't accept late work. how do people romanticize student life. it's just Bullshit. I wish I lived without my parents but I sure as hell can't afford rent rn. fuck. I can't conceptualize that I will be like,, a 35 year old someday. just. being an adult. doing adult things. idk what the hell that's gonna look like. I don't even know what I'll look like tbh because I kinda want to medically transition but that's a pretty serious thing to embark on. I hope I look gay my whole life..I hope I find in person communities that bring me joy. I'm so afraid of being alone.

[thedrunkcanuck]

So, Ultimate Marvel vs. Capcom 3...

Been trying to get better at it.  Or at least, y’know, not suck.  Think I’m getting better with Ghost Rider and Sentinel... still have to pick a 3rd.  Maybe Nemesis so I don’t have an all Marvel team.

[stalia-feels]

shoutout to ori

she was the only one who asked me how I was feeling after the great cube reblog of 2015

[hellblazerdean]

things my brain wants to do after midnight:

make edits!!

bc there are like eight ideas??? so now is a good time?? yes????

write 2k of fanfic

post things I made that no one sees bc everyone is asleep

scroll through my dash after every twenty minutes when nine more posts show up

read ficlets and fic i keep forgetting to read

ignore the being tired feeling creeping into my eyes

bc stuff to do obviously

[hellblazerdean]

I just spent nine hours on a Bad Blood spn ladies video after spending seven hours on lit work for class. It’s nearly 3am. I am going to sleep and hopefully will get it finished and up tomorrow. Today. Whatever. Something. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[hellblazerdean]

The playwright of this play I have to do a report on for my final project started his theatre company in 1977 out of the 1967 Chevy Impala he had at the time. I'm not geeking out here at all. What do you mean? (It's making it very hard to concentrate actually)

I am so fucking over school right now that I had to pick a piece of art from the Middle Ages to do an analysis of and I picked the Morgan Leaf and Scenes from the Life of David just because it’s from the Winchester Bible and that slightly amused me.