♔ ♠️ ⁇ √ ✘
send ♔ for an angry text
[IM @ ragrets]: you know what, i don’t even care anymore. Lie, hurt, burn every fucking bridge you’ve ever built.
[IM @ ragrets]: but when you’re alone somewhere and it’s goddamn cold and you’re empty and there’s no fucking way out, don’t blame me. that’s on you. that’ll always be on you.
[IM @ ragrets]: i don’t even know why i bothered caring.
send ♠ for a drunk text
[IM @ ragrets]: i do thouh.
[IM @ ragrets]: care.
[IM @ ragrets]: i still do.
send ⁇ for a worried text
[IM @ ragrets]: are you a vampire? bc i’ve never seen you around garlic or sunlight
[IM @ ragrets]: you seem like the typeg that woud sprkle
[IM @ ragrets]: i’m not drunjk lol this is a serios inquiry
send √ for a long-winded confession text
[IM @ ragrets]: oh, so you think you’re unique? something goddamn special? newsflash, bitch: i’ve seen thousands of you fall off the fucking cliff.
[IM @ ragrets]: you want to lose it, tell everyone who ever tried to control you to fuck off. and you’re so fucking alive, and drunk on rage every day, and off the notion that nothing can ever harm you. like you’re something immortal. trust me, i get it. and the highs are so high that the lows don’t seem to matter, as if you’re driving 105 on the 40 and everyone else is just a speck in the distance. and you’re moving so fast that no one can understand you, because you’re so far ahead of them, so why look back if everyone else just brings you down? because no one gets it. because they’re falling back while you’re thriving.
[IM @ ragrets]: but what you don’t know is it gets more aimless the longer you go and soon you’re so far out that everyone else is unreachable. and the drive was amazing, yeah, but there’s no destination, and goddamn, it’s fucking lonely where you are
[IM @ ragrets]: because what you perceived as control was, in fact, the absence of it, and when you try to turn back, they villainize everything you’re ever done.
[IM @ ragrets]: and maybe the people you loved won’t be able to look you in the eye anymore.
[IM @ ragrets]: and maybe you’re completely fucking alone
[IM @ ragrets]: and maybe it hurts and maybe it hurts and goddamn, I know it fucking hurts
[IM @ ragrets]: but it doesn’t have to be this way
send ✘ for a text that should never have been sent
[IM @ ragrets]: you don’t think i’m not a bad person, right?
[IM @ ragrets]: that’s my biggest fear.
[IM @ ragrets]: that everything that ever happened to me, i deserved.