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My followers are actually amazing! Thank you to everyone that keeps pouring their support to me while all of this is going on. Fuck anyone who doesn't believe me. And to everyone else, I love you all so much!  

[wolveswolves]

Your mom isn't what a mom is suppose to be:/ I'm really sorry you have to be in that home situation. If you ever have kids at least you'll know what a mother should be and what a mother should not be. She doesn't sound like she has a very good mental health to mistreat those closest to her. Sometimes when people are like that it's because they're really unhappy with themselves. I hope your relationship with her will get better someday because you're lovely and you deserve it.

Thank you very much, you lovely xxx

The problem is - I won't know. That's the whole point; she isn't aware of what she is doing and 'has become'. I know I'm a lot like her and thinking the same could happen to me frightens me very much.

I sometimes think she doesn't have a very good mental health, but then I feel bad for thinking that plus because I don't feel like I can think that of anyone because I don't know enough about mental illnesses/states etc. and it's a big deal to just say something like that.

You're probably right about that she's doing this because she's sad/mad about herself in some way, I've thought it could be caused by that for many years now, but haven't found out what it is exactly.

It's not going to change and that's okay - I'll be gone soon. Living on my own, that means. Not stopping to see her, I don't think I want and could do that. But I already know I will find it very odd, visiting her pretending it's all fun and great as always. On the other hand, that might just be the perfect solution for a better relationship between us. I will feel sorry for leaving my sister with her though. But for me, mentally and physically it will be such a relieve. I can't imagine the immense burden of stress that will disappear :)

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