#agentsofnothing

[twoisthebeginningoftheend]

Rules: Answer these ten questions and tag ten blogs.

I was tagged by @agentsofnothing. Thanks :)

Last movie you saw: Me before you. And let me tell you. I was expecting the cliché romantic babble that makes me cry. But oh boy, did I cry… I think there’s a new river in my town.

Last song you listened to: Real by Years & Years. I’ve been utterly obsessed with this song. So it’s constantly on replay… at least until I get tired.

Last show you watched: Shameless. I’m catching up to the last seasons and I’ve been binging the hell out of it… and I just can’t stop. Well. Technically I’m one episode away from the last… so I suppose I’ll have to :( . At least until more episodes come out in a few weeks.

Last book you read: A storm of swords by George R. R. Martin and then I hit a slump and haven’t been able to read a thing since. My summer was supposed to be more productive book wise but oh well.

Last thing you ate: Spaghetti alla Carbonara. And let me tell you. It was flipping delicious.

When would you time travel to: Hmm… this is a tough one. But I think if I could time travel, I’d pretty much do nothing but travel and watch all the movies ever made and then basically go back in time over and over and over again so I could see my favorite places and movies for the first time once more.

First thing you would do with lottery money: Probably buy an appartement, last floor, with a roof garden. Oh I always wanted one of those… but I’d definitely save some. A bit for charity. Some to buy something nice for my family. Travelling is also a must. And Broadway tickets. And obviously a shopping spree at some art store. Oh and books… and shelves to place those books in my new appartement. Obviously I’d spend the money pretty easily.

Fictional character you would hang out with for a day: Right now, I’m gonna say… Gabriel from SPN. I’m in the mood for a quirky hilarious conversation and a stupid freaky adventure that sure as hell won’t end well for me.

Time right now: 02:56 and I should be sleeping but I won’t have to wake up early and I am still not feeling like sleeping. And being tagged is always so nice and I just couldn’t keep myself from doing this.

I’m not gonna tag anyone. But if you read this and want to do it. Pretty please go ahead :)

[agentsofnothing]

Rules: Answer these 10 questions and tag 10 blogs!

I was tagged by @fitzsimmonsshield 👌

Last movie you saw: Midnight Special, and let me tell you, that movie blew me away! So amazing and beautiful and with a gorgeous soundtrack.

Last song you listened to: A Swedish rap song called “Svindyrt”.

Last show you watched: Either Voltron or Stranger Things. I did actually watch Kitchen Nightmares a few days ago, but I don’t know if that counts.

Last book you read: I haven’t finished reading a book in almost two years, but the last one I started on was The Martian (for the hundred and seventh time). If comics count as books, the last one I read was Captain Marvel and Civil War II.

Last thing you ate: Toasted bread with butter.

When would you time travel to: Oh, that’s a tough one. Maybe my early 20’s. I’d share a few truths with myself so that I wouldn’t have to wait 6+ years to realise it. And I’d go out more.

First thing you would do with lottery money: Well, depending on the amount, I’d pay off my own loans and then my friends loans. Donate to charity. Travel. Buy an apartment.

Fictional character you would hang out with for a day: I’m limiting myself to the AoS-verse or it’ll be too hard to chose. So I’m gonna say Hunter or Coulson.

Time right now: 1.22 am (and I should have gone to bed hours ago).

I’m on my phone and have no clue about who’s be tagged, so I’m going with whomever I can remember on top of my head @chinese-bakery @twoisthebegginingoftheend @agentcalliope @jessiecrimefighter @welldonefitz @fitzsimmonsavengers @fikapausen @shieldsil @memorizingthedigitsofpi - no pressure to do it and also feel free to do it even if I didn’t tag you! :)

[memorizingthedigitsofpi]

agentsofnothing reblogged your photo and added:

Oh wow @memorizingthedigitsofpi those tags are...

right? best tags ever :D

... kinda makes me want to make another hipster fitz :P

[memorizingthedigitsofpi]

agentsofnothing reblogged your post and added:

My ocd extends to my own tagging, so it’s just...

if you post yours, I’ll post mine ;) there’s just 3 or 4 that I screen shot, but they made me HOWL (and also super proud of that manip) ;)

[memorizingthedigitsofpi]

agentsofnothing reblogged your photoset

*laughs* if I’d known you were reading them, I’d have made them more interesting :D

[agentverbivore]

@agentsofnothing mentioned you in a photoset “msdevindanielle: That’s him. I’d know his face anywhere. I wish...”

I wish they’d address the torture in the show, but I’m sure that it’s too late now.

( @agentverbivore wrote a great fic regrading the torture, go read it! )

I completely agree that they probably won’t. *sigh* but thank you for the rec! :-)

[agentverbivore]

agentsofnothing reblogged your post and added:

Beautiful and well written. I love it.

Also, it addresses the fact that Jemma was tortured, something I think the show brushed over way too quickly.

thank you so much!!

*sigh* amen, buddy. I’m glad that they addressed her guilt about Andrew/Lash in 3x14, but I’m annoyed that they’ve never so much as mentioned her torture after the fact.

[sassywriterchick-blog]

drowning

a/n: this is a collection of poem like shorts about AOS. I think that’s all that needs to be said.

she's always drowning.

it seems a silly thing to be afraid of,

water.

it makes up most of the earth

most of her body

most of well -

everything.

and it isn't like she's drowning

in your literal

water

but it's more like the water from her mind

dripping down her body in

cold waves of memory

you're more than that jemma

drip drip drop

and i couldn't find the courage to tell you

drip drip drop

so please, let me show you.

drip drip drop

she thinks

that's the moment when everything

really truly changed.

she thinks that was

the point of no return.

the moment where they couldn't go back

to being fitzsimmons

at least not in the same way

with finishing sentences

and cups of tea

brave senseless people

who didn't know the terror

of water.

you're afraid

drip drip drop

of me and skye, how we both changed.

drip drip drop

but the scariest change jemma

drip drip drop

is you.

if fitz was still fitz

and she was still simmons

he would have seen

would have known

that she was drowning.

if they were still

if they could still possibly be -

fitzsimmons.

if she wasn't drowning

in her own mind

if her every decision

wasn't haunted with the

constant dripping of memories

in the back of her head

he doesn't care about us-

drip drip drop.

i know you care about us ward!

drip drip drop.

fitz approaches her like a wounded animal

and she doesn't know

can't know

shouldn't know

how to fix him

because this is her punishment

for not forcing the mask on him

for taking his sacrifice

like it was nothing

for everything

anything

she's done wrong.

you lied to me.

drip drip drop.

okay, so now we're even.

drip drip drop

the worst part about drowning

is the desperate gasp

she manages to take every now and then

the brief flashes

when everything might be okay

fitz

drip drip drop

simmons.

drip drip drop

i'm engineering, she's biochem.

but despite the glimpse of air

she's always yanked back down

into the depths of the ocean

where a box awaits her

a box where two people sit damned