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Send √ for a long winded confessing text
(dude you mean you know that right?)
{text to little brother}: Ehy, it’s me your brother. Sometimes i wonder if things had been different how our family would have grow. I still dream about them you know? I remember mom walking in the lounge room with her eternal beauty and her gracious smile greeting us , asking how our day was, always putting her children before her alpha’s duties. She was amazing, she really was. And Laura. Always cheering us up if we were sad or bossing us around if we were lazy. I miss her she would have gone all mad at you for being the douchebag you are sometimes. I’m kidding. And then Cora and You….i still think that if i hadn’t let Kate to seduce me she wouldn’t have burn our house down and we’d have still had our mother, our alpha. I feel guilty for what you’ve been through, while you were a teenager feeling lonely and misunderstood and me always treating you bad. I was so closed in my own pain that i didn’t realize you had it too.I didn’t realized how your tantrums or jerk attitude was just a request of help…Laura did though. God she was like that smart and caring. And she tried with us, didn’t she? Always making sure we were good and healthy even though she didn’t get anything back. I feel guilty also for that. I feel guilty because i have ruined your life, Laura and Cora’s too. Some night i’m awake unable to sleep with this thought destroying my sanity. I’m scared you haven’t really forgiven me…i’m scared that you hate me deep inside, both you and Cora. I’m sure our big sister didn’t hate me because…because that was how Laura was. but you…I wish i could read your mind sometimes but then i’m scared…i’m horrified from the truth. Luca. I’m really sorry..i’m sorry, i’m so sorry.
