#agh idek

[ashyz]

Classy (trashy) boy

[whoisonlinedatingfor]

Maple finally broke down and told me he missed me today... I’m at a loss for words. I asked if he wanted to talk in person and he’s like nah we should do it sooner. Then he had to go, so he said tonight. 

Well, it’s midnight, he’s nowhere to be seen, I took some anti-hists bc my mosquito bites have taken over 50% of my right leg, and it hurts to walk, and now I’m slowly but surely feeling the zzzz’s calling. It was very difficult to type this.... now to attempt to brush my teeth. 

good night.

[nakaxmaru]

This is troubling...Having no idea whatsoever anymore what I want to do with my life...

Looking at these university courses just makes me uncomfortable.

[daughterofgenesis]

you know I missed you today... 

I sharpened every pencil in the house until they were the same length 

I drank enough water to drown myself 

I walked up the street, then down the street

choking on tears 

I exercised until my legs felt numb 

I pedalled faster and faster and faster 

until I almost threw up

the few calories I've eaten today

I can feel my bones poking through my skin 

I couldn't face work 

I went to the library and read 

I imagined you were sitting next to me 

Then I couldn't stop shaking 

Just like the other night when I heard 

I heard what you said 

...do I miss you?