“ i do not want to be bothered. “ it was the least of what he wanted, the worst of all his desires. he finds himself in sadness on this day, buried deep down in his own self as whirlwinds of self-deprecating words hit his own mind. this half-human who thought himself capable of friendship was just a lie to make life so much easier.
“ i do not want company, i do not want to talk -- i do not want kindness, nor your incessant sqaubling about stupid things like cats or dogs speaking. i do not want friendship, i do not want help. i’m not here to be fixed -- “
he stops then, eyes drawing to finally look at shinzo. he feels deep flower buds buried inside of his body bloom up from deep under it’s epidermic cage. he silently draws in a breath, staring wide eyed like doe at his deadly friend. an epiphany bursts colors in black and white eyes, and he feels tears well up.
“ i am not broken. “