Yes I'm avoiding finishing my paper because I'm more inspired to type this thought in my head rather than finish my conclusion and proofread the flaws of India's attempt to eradicate hunger. I just really need to have this thought purged.
I once read this article about girls who read--http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/437516-you-should-date-a-girl-who-reads-date-a-girl
And I had this discussion with my ex-roommate/ex-friend about it. At the time she was really into reading sci-fi books because the guy she was dating was into them. When I expressed how much I love reading too and how I feel when I read good books, she scoffed at me and said, "Pssh! You don't read! I've never seen you read. If anything, I'm like the girl the article speaks of."
This was one of those moments where I held my tongue, even though so badly I knew she was wrong about me, but telling off a stubborn person set in her mindset of you isn't gonna change anything. Just because she's never seen me read or enjoy a book, doesn't mean that I've never done it. And, even more so, just because I don't read the same books that she enjoys, doesn't make me any less of reader than she is.
Back then, I didn't really have time to sit and read the books I like because I'd feel guilty reading that book instead of reading the books I should be for class. But, now that I have the time and the money to spend leisurely, I've been building my collection of books that I believe are timeless and must-haves: hardcover The Hunger Games trilogy, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Tuesdays with Morrie, Anna Karenina, Angela's Ashes, Tis (Frank McCourt), The Tapestries, Harry Potter series 1-6.
Books I'd like to buy and read/reread: Gone with the Wind and Scarlet, Harry Potter: Deathly Hallows, Catcher in the Rye, The Fault in Our Stars...
AND the list continues to grow.
I've also spent a significant amount of time watching show... ALOT of shows. I'd list them all but by now I think I've reached at least 50 shows.
My point here isn't to brag about the books and shows like they're accomplishments, but my point is the kind of affect these stories impact the way I see and view the world, live my life, or escape from it.
I love having a physical copy of the book because I love the smell of the pages, the feel of the paper at my fingertips as I flip the page, and the way the writer even positions the phrases in a clever way to better convey the story. And when that last page is flipped and turned and you finally close the back end to conclude the journey you've read through, I feel happy and sad that the journey is over. So, I search aimlessly for the next adventure I find through another book.
I get lost in these stories. My heart gets taken to the world of the character, and for the briefest of moments, I live and feel their emotions. At 3 AM one night, my mom woke up to the sound of my weeping panicking that something has happened to me. I explained that I'll never get Rhett to love me again because I don't deserve him and that I'm a horrid person. My being gets sucked in like a portal and the world around me vanishes. I become the main heroine. I get swept up and fall in love with certain characters. I get angry and frustrated at the protagonist, but still try to understand the reasoning behind their evil doing. And when I'm interrupted, I mentally whine that I must return to reality to take care of responsibilities, but I smile when I find the opportunity to return.
I love when someone asks me about my book and I welcome any opportunity to discuss my favorites-- discovering different perspectives and interpretations of the author's intentions, opinions on character/plot development, and receiving recommendations on a new adventure.
I'm a girl who reads... and paints... and sings...and travels... and loves to laugh and make memories. Life is just so much more colorful this way.