#ahhh complicated

[nakedhiddles]

I'm currently looking for internships here and there.. and fuck, I need to move to são paulo, it's not fair, rio sucks, all the big companies are there, it's gonna be complicated to get one here but I won't give up, the market is super slow here compared to são paulo but I need to get ready for a spot here, I can't move there to win something that won't even paid a decent rent or pay for college. smh sorry for bothering y'all but it's so frustrating, ugh it's like cool to live here, it's so beautiful but that's just that, beautiful, Rio is just beautiful, beautiful isn't everything.

[toptastic]

I’m not gonna choose sides or anything but E-sens is really making me think. His lyrics just speak the truth. I mean he has nothing to lose, he’s on his own now. He makes his own music now and has no one told hold him back. I dunno his verses just really…impacted me? They really got me thinking. Everyone is so focused on the dissing but can we all just stop and look at the actual lyrics.

"The label cut my limbs off and give me crutches and hold their chins up high, saying the only reason I walk is all thanks to them. They tell me they’ll give me a wheelchair if I be a good boy.”

Who knows what he went through to make him even release a song like this. Who knows what his “sunbae’s” treated him like behind closed doors. But shit maybe even E-Sens was an asshole dongsaeng, who knows. The Entertainment business is more vicious than we think.