#boring rant

[boringa55binch]

there's someone saying the animators of TTS should've been fired for putting in little hints of Cassunzel throughout the show bc, and i'm paraphrasing but this is basically their entire point, "they were going against the writers' intent and sabotaging New Dream"

do i even have to say it?

that's fucking insane!

just based on how the show was written, Cassunzel was going to be a big ship regardless of how the animators presented them on screen. Raps has literally an entire song about being willing to do anything to have Cass back and she was basically pining for Cass for that entire season.

also, sabotaging New Dream? where? did Raps and Eugene not get engaged by the end of the series? did i miss some secret ending where Raps left Corona and ran after Cass so they could have their happily ever after??? New dream is alive and well!

full disclosure: i don't ship Cassunzel, to the point of having the tag filtered here. but holy shit, i would never think that Cassunzel existing is some kind of threat to New Dream bc that's just such incredibly insecure behavior. much less BLAMING the animators, of all people???

sorry for the rant this just made my blood boil so bad. that guy was disrespecting the animators who had to work in what was, at times, a terrible environment and it pissed me off to no end.

plus i just really hate how that post pit Cassunzel against New Dream. i'm so over ship wars, can we please just like what we like and respect each other as fellow fans of the same show?

[juniorsailmakermattcruse]

I swear to god every single time I try to refill my testosterone there's some issue. I just ordered a refill for some other prescriptions and I wanted to do them all together so I could pick them all up at the same time on thursday because it's a 40 minute drive to the pharmacy. and I'm going to be driving down that way anyway so I was planning on stopping there first. but since they give me a bulk pack of T that lasts me a while the prescription has now expired. so now I have to wait for my doctor to be informed of my predicament and refill them and it will not be ready by the time I go down there to pick up my other prescriptions. and that means I'm going to have to drive down there twice. woohoo I love wasting more time and gasoline than I have to

[angst--unhinged]

DESOLATE

Unshed tears are pooling in

Hidden behind my glasses

Crying has become a sin

So I blink away my lashes.

Sadness needs a reason to live

That's what they tell me

But what they don't believe 

Is there's no reason and that's scary.

There's always light at the end of the tunnel 

But what if mine's a loop

The ice cream lies that they sell

Has blood on it's scoop.

Ten thousand self help books

Positive thoughts and yoga class

They say it works, this soup 

But I am breaking like glass. 

[melancholy-bacchanal]

I think my biggest problem with Magic rn is the cards and decks I would want to play suck. I mean pests and rats got an actual lord before elves.

So I have to choose between wasting wildcards on decks that might never win because I like them or creating one of the 3 viable standard decks with reasonable winrate. The closest thing to midrange is GR and that is an aggro deck wearing a fancy coat.

The witherbloom cards all look great, but the best/most popular deck in the format rn is Sultai Ultimatum. What would you slot out of Sultai ultimatum for Beledros Witherbloom? The answer is nothing. And if you're building a beledros deck why not just build the tier-1 BUG deck?

I know the answer is "play whats fun for you." But losing every game is very unfun.

[angst--unhinged]

DUPLICATE

I looked in the mirror

And saw a girl mimicking me

Its been years

Why does she want to be like me?

I'm weak and unwanted

I must tell her this.

She will leave

Once she finds out.

I'm doomed but I can't let her be

Its too selfish to survive this sin.

I looked in her eyes

And saw the loneliness dripping

I asked her to leave,

But she denied within a blink.

I'm doomed, but I can't let her be,

I broke the mirror, so she stops seeing me

I walked away, stepping on the pieces

She was trying to see through,

I walked away, believing

I saved her from doom.

But she didn't stop following me,

I saw her staring blankly

Through the water.

Tell me how to break this broken piece?

I touched her with my finger,

And realized, I have to save myself.

I'm doomed but I can't let her be.

It's too selfish to survive with this sin

I wiped the loneliness, from under my eyes

And gave her the faintest of smiles.

I felt a rush of blood through my veins

And I knew, I can survive it on her name.

[obsessivedaydreamer]

this is more for me than anything. the longest story i’ve ever written was 29,668 words. it was a crappy jatp fanfiction on wattpad that i cringe reading now. i have the hardest time sticking to things and even my long stories are usually less than 20,000 words. but the story im working on rn, which is a little over halfway through on the first draft, just reached 30,023 words. this is a big deal for me, because i’ve finally had enough confidence in myself to not give up on my story. if anyone needs any motivation, the girl who procrastinates 24/7 and gets stuck in youtube rabbit holes all the time has finally pushed herself to write more than she ever has.

[nakedhiddles]

I'm currently looking for internships here and there.. and fuck, I need to move to são paulo, it's not fair, rio sucks, all the big companies are there, it's gonna be complicated to get one here but I won't give up, the market is super slow here compared to são paulo but I need to get ready for a spot here, I can't move there to win something that won't even paid a decent rent or pay for college. smh sorry for bothering y'all but it's so frustrating, ugh it's like cool to live here, it's so beautiful but that's just that, beautiful, Rio is just beautiful, beautiful isn't everything.

[kenzie-in-neverland]

I love being single, but at the same time I really want to be with someone... also I’m shy as hell and people don’t seem interested in coming after me...