#ahnz

[virvendir]

Drawtober 2025 - Day 8

Ahnz is easier to color, since his design is based on an old character. Which makes him... like 16 years old? Not with this appearance, but jeez dude, you're ancient!

[virvendir]

Drawtober 2025 - Day 9

Might as well do some reference sheets..! Starting with Ahnz because I can.

He is mostly a classic lion/eagle mix Gryphon, but has some Peryton ancestry which gave Ahnz some antlers, fangs and a slightly different beak. The pink and purple accents on his mane are dyed.

He works for Ewiss as the leader of a band of gryphons guarding the village. They make sure no one enters without permission, and even more importantly: that no one leaves.

[virvendir]

Drawtober 2022 - Day 4

Ahnz simply tuning out Ewiss yapping, he just about gets paid enough to pretend to listen. It's also barely enough to stop him from simply squishing that annoying fuzzy sausage...

[ahnzbaltazar]

Dear Future Soulmate,

Dear Future Soulmate,

I’m clingy, but I’ll never admit it. I’ll check my phone every 5 minutes to see if you’ve replied to something I’ve drafted numerous times in my head. I’ll get anxious when you don’t answer me back for a long time, and I’ll think to myself maybe you’ve had enough of me. Yet when your message finally comes, it doesn’t matter what you’ve said because the simple act of replying assures me that you’re still mine. At least, for the time being it will. I’ll get jealous a lot, but please don’t misconstrue it as me tying you down. I won’t get jealous because I want you all to myself, no. I want you to be able spend time with family, friends, and everyone else in between. I’ll get jealous because maybe, just maybe you’ll find something special in someone else, as you did with me. I’ll be weary that maybe you’ll look at someone just as how you look at me, or your heart will begin to wander somewhere else. I’m insecure, and it’s of no fault of your own. When I say something a little negative about myself, it’s not a cry for attention nor is it me wanting you to disagree with me. It’s me just being me. Before you, I’ll probably never imagine in a million years that you’d be mine. So by virtue of the fact that we’re together makes me even more insecure. But let me make something clear, I won’t be bagging on myself all the time. I know what talents I possess, what I excel in, the aspects in my physique that work in my favor, and so on. I’m just more vocal on the things which fall in the opposite categories. I’ll possess many faults, and I’m not looking for you to fix them. I think when I finally meet you, I’ll be more accepting of these faults than I am now. All I’m asking is that you accept them with me. I know this letter seems to be focusing on the negative things about me, and it’s quite a bit to take in… so let me make a change of pace. I’ll always love you. When we’re finally acquainted, and we finally begin to personify the definition of love for one another, I’ll never need another definition. I’ve told myself countless times that I would never cheat on someone because I know what that feels like. I’ll love you more than I love myself and I know that isn’t too great but that’s just how I am. I’m going to fall in love with the way your smile dances across your face every time you see me, I’ll fall in love with the way you lose yourself in the things you love, I’ll fall in love with the way your voice fluctuates depending on how you’re feeling, I’ll fall in love with the way you say my name, and I’ll most definitely fall in love with so much more. I’ll study everything about you, I’ll remember the slightest details about you and your life. I’ll know what you look like when you’re upset without you having to say a word, I’ll know how you like your coffee in the morning, I’ll know how long it takes you to get ready before we go out, I’ll know most of the trivial things about you and the rest I’ll learn along the way. I pray you’ll be able to do the same as well. If you’re still reading, and you haven’t run away… I’ll probably be sitting across from you looking insanely nervous and insecure. I’d be sitting with my legs folded under me on the chair anxiously waiting for your reaction. On top of that I’ll probably be ready to burst into tears of happiness or tears of sadness.

So to end this letter, which my actual soulmate will read once the time comes… I’d like to say thank you. Thank you for giving me a reason to live again, thank you for proving to me that love really is meant for me, and thank you for being my reason to be alive.

[ahnzbaltazar]

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Define Tumblr... Ito yung tambayan o takbuhan ng mga taong Sawi, Malungkot, Nasaktan, Iniwan at Hindi makapaglabas ng tunay na nararamdaman. Isa ako diyan.. 🙈😂 Dito mo makikita yung mga totoong tao, totoong nararamdaman nila na hindi nila magawang masabi ng harapan o hindi maipag sigawan sa facebook at masyadong mahaba para sa twitter at walang eksaktong picture para sa instagram. Dito malaya ka, kahit hindi ka isang magaling na blogger minsan yung mga taong makakabasa ng istorya mo may mapupulot na aral sayo.. O sa pinagdadaanan mo. Hindi man kayo magkaka kilala o mga magkakaibigan nakakapulot kayo ng aral sa isat-isa. Dito walang huhusga dahil tayo dito halos pare-parehas ng drama ng buhay. Makatotohanan, may pinang huhugutan.