#aikos vent

[aiko-the-weapons-robot]

Hello again, everyone...

I'm sorry guys, my computer broke.

I had to change my password, tumblr was being a meanie, my tablet isn't cooperating with me and neither is that mental health. I'm so sorry, I really am cause I just disappeared with no trace and you guys still actually kept me here. I'm gonna keep apologizing and I think I'ma cry cause now I'm finally back to you guys like I missed you guys so much and I was so scared I wasn't gonna come back-

I MISSED YOU GUYS I'M SO SORRY I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOING WELL- HOW IS EVERYONE WHAT DID I MISSED??? INFO-DUMP ME IN THE COMMENTS PLEASEEEEEEE

ALSO VERY LATE HAPPY NEW YEARS AND I'M SORRY AGAIN PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES I LOVE Y'ALL/p

[aiko-the-weapons-robot]

I am going through what they call a character arc, I am NOT enjoying it

*Robotic screams*

Long story short, my school got hacked and to prevent anything from leaking I wasn't allowed to use any of my devices (DW my school email and this are separate, it was just cause I have both on the same devices it was a potential risk-). It ended around the beginning of March but then my crush/gf attempted a runaway so I've been dealing with all that... 😭

I'm so sorry everyone, I don't know why y'all still keep me around if you do- but thank you... I'm truly grateful, y'all are the best and I hope this character arc's climax is over.

[aiko-the-weapons-robot]

I'm gonna start losing it I had exams and then got sick right after so I couldn't show up again

[aiko-the-weapons-robot]

Vent ig? Still kinda important

I'm sick and tired of getting donation asks in my box, bot or not please leave me alone. I'd be alright with it if my therapist didn't ban me from this stuff AND if it wasn't the only bloody thing I got in my ask box. I'm on break, I'm dealing with enough and I'm a minor- I get it's a HORRIBLE situation but with where I'm at right now, I can't help.

I don't wanna get into detail, but please stop. Leave me alone.

I'm tired of getting spammed with donation asks FROM THE SAME PERSON 4 TIMES IN THE SPAN OF A FEW HOURS LIKE?? 😭 Please I'm actually losing it. I don't even post often or have a following of 50 with only a few looking at my stuff what am I supposed to do??

I actually get so excited seeing things pop into my ask box, it makes me feel like someone's interested, someone wants to know what I post- what I want to do, learn about and talk to me about mutual likes. But no, it's this. I'm sorry, I'm not really angry at you guys or anyone sending the asks- I'm really just annoyed and I'm reaching the point of leaving.

So please, stop. Leave me alone.