two days out of high school (pt1)
(My version of two days into college by Aimee Carty)
I’m two days out of high school
And the future is unknown
Will I be able to make college friends?
Will I be all alone?
It doesn’t really sit with me quite right
Cause my entire highschool life
I’ve been sitting in the shadows
Too afraid to touch the light.
I’m only two days out of high school,
I never wanted this
Expectations crushing me,
But nothing seems amiss
Until I’m laying in bed at night thinking,
Am I good enough?
The college I got into
Just isn’t one they love
Did I do well?
Please do tell
Can I rest
Though I’m not the best?
I tend to forget
I’m only sixteen years old
In a way
My life is just beginning to unfold
I’m enough
I’m enough
I’m enough
Will my high school friendships last?
Will they become a thing of the past?
Will college treat me kinder
Will I somehow be happier?
Will I learn to love myself in college?
I hope I’ll learn to love myself
in college