#aimyourarrowshigher

[tiffanyblewz]

HI I just wanted 2 say that I like your blog a lot and ur a pretty cool person okay bye

aw thank u so much omfg you're one of my fav blogs ily 

[loveloveb]

Okay wow. It was my birthday a few days ago and I got a few presents from people and this literally is just over the freakin' top.

My best internet friends are in here and the person who put this together, justfortrs, is a total sweetheart and i love her more than anything.

She asked people to say happy birthday to me even if I didn't even know them or barely have spoken to them (her school friends) and then she got internet friends involved. so just a shoutout to the people who recorded me a video (in order as shown and the people that have tumblrs from Canada...): mishenanigans, theswagnster

People who I know (that "And now..." section): follow-your-own-beat, aimyourarrowshigher, babywolfdragicorn, nineinzeafternoon, and last but certainly not least, beatusfuckingquinn. <3 i love you all so much you're really too nice to me. <3 

And now, I say, go follow these wonderful people and especially justfortrs for taking the time to put everything together and getting people to make a video. seriously i don't think thank you's would cover any of her work and the people who sent in a video. <3

[somenightsistayup]

I got tagged

Rule 1: Post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make eleven new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post. Rule 4: Let them know they’ve been tagged!

1. what was your today breakfast/dinner?

pancakes

2. your favourite juice

does lemonade count?

3. your ringtone

barlights by fun.

4. if you had to choose between  immortality and eternal fame, what would you do?

eternal fame

5. your favorite names

i don't have any?

6. your favorite motto

i didn't wake up at 4 am to come in second

7. your idea of happiness

not wanting to change anythin

8. have you ever seen your favourite singer/band live?

no, but I will in 2 months and 27 days

9. the reason you smiled last time

I don't remembr

10. your first association with the word ‘Russia’?

snow

11. translate ‘have a good day!’ into your native language (if it’s not english, of corse :)

have a good day...

Questions

1. If your life was a movie - what would the title be?

a winding road

2. Have you cried because of a song? If yes which one?

not that i remember

3. What is your favorite lyric in a song?

I know it's bad kid, i got your back kid

4. If you could be anywhere right now - where would it be?

club med

5. Chose 5 famous persons with whom you’d have to live in a flat for the next year

Nate Ruess, Jack Antonoff, Andrew Dost, Niall Horan,  anddd idk! 

6. If you could look like anyone - who would it be?

iidk

7. A piece of your clothing you wouldn’t wanna live without?

my Some Nights sweatshirt

8. Last time you forgot about all your troubles and just lived in the moment?

woodside cross country

9. If you could live in a series - which one would it be?

a series? like TV? or book? harry potter

10. Three songs that give you goosebumps (if there are any)

be calm, anticipate, boulevard of broken songs

11. If you could cast a movie with any 5 actors you want who would it be?

zac effron, joseph gordon-levett, taylor laughtner, logan leman, and emma watson

tagging:

hey-beautiful123, jacksantonoff, hmartiinn, sweartothesun, aimyourarrowshigher,  ourwindswillchange, beautytobeunknown, her-wanderlust, oceann-breath,  runthepacific, gallop-home 

[loveloveb]

asachika. i am plotting.

07.11.12

[lcet-blog]

aimyourarrowshigher replied to your post: i wanna meet snoop dogg

he was at my school one time omfg

ohym gdO DID U MEET HIM did u shake his hand did u get a picture did u smoke with him did u drop it like it's hot

[iamthesatellite-blog]

@aimyourarrowshigher

aimyourarrowshigher replied to your post: Hi, I love my tattoo. Okay, go about your... that’s so awesome! Thanks :) I got it done on 1/4 but I've been thinking about it since July. Be Calm helped save my life when I got depressed again this summer so I thought this was appropriate. And I sometimes have a hard time with change, which is why I got the tree along with the words too :) Sorry for rambling; I just love my tattoo.

[loveloveb]

more 2011 things:

it sucked a lot

i tried somethings; some worked some didn't ...

well.

uh.

I've just been very blah. In general. This year I regret many things I've done, many involving people that aren't even that great to me. But oh well. That's done and over with.

I'm just tired of everything.

I feel like i'm at the point of being numb about everything forever.

But i still feel things. It's like i'm regaining some of it back.

I lose myself to music constantly and i don't think that will ever stop.

I like to make lists because it's easier for me to think. hushup.

but really, no one can understand when i say thankyou for caring.

I really have a lot to say but I just can't form words right now.

I'm not in a ranting mood but I need to post something because i feel like it's needed. Like last year.

LOL i just read my 2010 reflection. Uh i think i got stupider. i mean look at my writing.

OKAY LET'S GET SERIOUS:

2011. Is this the year I expected? I don't think so. So many awkward moments. So many times I just didn't know what to do with myself. I still don't know. BUT. There were so many great times this year. A lot of things were because of music and things that came from music. It's weird, like literally, my life is music and books.

It's sad but true. If not for music, I wouldn't have become friends with people online. Probably without music, I wouldn't even that good of friends with old friends. Without music, I don't think I would be here or what I have wrote or become. I just. There haven't been that great of moments this year without having someone else making the day brighter. I don't think i did anything that was self fulfilling. That kind of sucks. Maybe I'm just being critical but really...i, its just o_o~ yup.

-sigh-

The great moments of this year because of these people:

paige, parys, justfortrs, helloricecake(sarah), becca, god just so many people here but i can't name them all. please don't hate me if your name/username isn't here omg. i'm only one person. one human. that is what happened on my twitter. it sucked. people complained when i didn't give them an FF; i didn't even have that many followers. and people made my follow them and i just didn't like justin bieber. omg. i'm sorry. it's hard and there are people i always remember because...we basically talk on a daily basis. maybe not even daily but still. more frequent than when people respond to a post i wrote and then never again speak. I have nothing against that at all but i just. don't take it personally. I do that myself and don't expect much of it but yup. Yeah.

So: paige. she's the greatest and she deserves the stars. lol she's funny and great. and she has some idiot friends that don't realize how great she is .. orr it could be something else but yeah it's them. it's also really funny how alike we are. it's like if there were parallel lives...i think we'd be each others. Does that make sense? oh well. it does to me.

Parys: she's hilarious. i love her and the first time i spoke to her was because of the ARTTM onyourside concert. i spoke to her over tumblr before the show but not at it because i was awkward. lol i still am but we're cool. ahhaha NYC was fun, you know would've been cool to see panic! again but oh well. ;P Oh and we both saw panic! together in may and it was great. She's just a great listener and gives awesome advice and just another great person to meet/follow.

JustForTrs; you should just have your own post but i'll give you some here. she's hilarious. the best person you can jfkldasjklfda with. she's just great and i hope things are good with her. msn has a new meaning to me. no more bad brazilian connotation when i think of msn. msn is the greatest place on the earth and i can't wait to sign on because i can't wait to see her face and just tell her everything no one else can understand. she keeps me sane and can make everything okay with a simple okay. CANADIA. oh i'm glad you're justfortrs again, idk readytopanic? ...its just something you had to get used to, but justfortrs. you're the greatest and your name shall always be justfortrs<3

helloricecake: she also keeps me sane. she always knows exactly what to say to make everything okay. thank you for talking to me for endless times. i'm glad you're back on tumblr. it was weird time when you weren't. i'd always wonder where did she go? and then its like DEACTIVATED WHAT? yeah don't do that again.

BECCA: YOU ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU. We text too much and its funny. its funny how we're so alike and we just ajkdflas over things all the time. its funny XD(: its fun times. gah! good times. so glad we got to talk more<333

okay.

i think that's it. uh i just spend like 30 minutes on this. i hope this doesn't make me a loser. lol.

happy new years everyone<3 i have homework to do.

*RESOLUTIONS: i want to not ignore things and people. I want to care and not be like ehh no one cares about me. because people do but sometimes i just lose sight of things. I want want want to do well in school. i swear i just will study more but i probably can't. i think i can tone my legs down; i really wanna try more this year in everything. i just need to trust more. i hope and i want to try. not to care about what everyone says. i just want to out do 2011. 2012. let's do this. let's go. i'm ready and i want this year to be done so i can move forward from stupid high school.

BRING IT.