so ive been following you for a really long time and ive never read any of your asshole john stuff cause homophobia just makes me upset especially when coming from john but IM READING AND ITS HURTING AND I WANT TO CRY AND YOU ARE A REALLY GREAT AUTHOR I HATE YOU THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
Aaaa! I'm glad you're liking it and going through it, even though the internalized homophobia is a no-go for you <3
(IF IT HELPS AT ALL, BIG SPOILER FOR THE END, EVERYTHING ENDS UP OKAY I SWEAR, I'M A SUCKER FOR HAPPY ENDINGS AND THINGS TOTALLY TURN OUT OKAY, JOHN'S ASSHOLE STATE IS ONLY TEMPORARY.)











