#akahai

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Why I live in Hawaii

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Alone and damaged (AkaHai)

Summary:

Seijjurou had felt attracted to Shougo like a moth to a burning flame

Notes: Literally AkaHai is filled with angst. This is also on ao3

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Once Seijuurou got a taste of normalcy, he felt like he could breathe easier. No longer feeling suffocated by the pressure of being a perfect son, captain duties, and school work.

He was just him. Could be just himself. 

And…

And that was only around Shougo. 

Shougo didn’t care if he was an Akashi, didn’t expect him to be perfect and no matter what he did, always treated him the same. Although it was unpleasant to have Shougo glare, mock and sneer at him whenever he saw him or leave after a quick fuck.  And Somehow, for some odd reason, Seijjurou had felt attracted to Shougo like a moth to a burning flame. Maybe, that was why he had sought him out in the first place, in the past.. Or maybe…

Maybe it was because he had felt like they were the same. 

Alone and damaged.

Except Seijuurou’s scars couldn’t be seen, hidden underneath his skin, burning and blistering inside. While Shougo’s scars were like paintings displayed in an art museum, nobody wanted to see the bigger picture, nobody wanted the history behind them, they just wanted to assume.

And Sejiuurou had too. 

Until he had noticed how much Shougo hated being touched casually. How a simple tap on his shoulder, or an accidental bump-- always ended with violence and broken bones. 

It was like Shougo didn’t get it. Didn’t understand the concept of touching without getting hurt. It was like he always got hurt whenever someone touched him. 

And maybe that was why Shougo had ended up like the way he did because he was afraid. Afraid of people coming close, close enough to hurt him. 

Because everyone close to Shougo had hurt him. 

And maybe Seijuurou wanted to get close, wanted to reach out to him, wanted to touch him, and didn’t only want to do it during sex. Wanted so badly to show him that not everybody wanted to hurt him. Wanted him to trust him, to put his walls down around him. Wanted him to feel the same way Seijuurou felt around him. 

Yet…

Seijuurou had ruined his chances to get to him long ago. 

Because in the end…

He had hurt Shougo. 

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A masterlist of my other haiaka fics & oneshots

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It's 1 am and instead of sleeping I'm writing my akahai fic. It has five chapters so far and is filled with angst. I promise it has a happy ending. It's on both ao3 & fanfiction.net if anyone's interested in reading it :3. Also my ask box is always opened and here's a masterlist of all my knb fics so far.

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Okay, but like the way Akashi says 'Shougo' is just 😫💖👌

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I legit be here listening to I see red and thinking about Akahai 😭

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Literally still in my akahi feels 😫💖. Why don't they got more content? Am I supposed to write everything?

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I wrote an akahai oneshot and I'm crying cuz it's 😫👌💖. It's the frist time I wrote a happy Haizaki. 😂😭. Anyway, I haven't finished editing it and once I do it's gonna be up. 😌

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Review, unboxing Ukulele KP21E TO Akahai

Braço: O ukulele é confortável na parte do braço (que tem uma boa espessura). Eu havia pensado que o braço era feito de uma única peça, mas não é. O braço é feito de três partes e os trastes tem um bom acamento.

Tarraxas: As tarraxa com ponta escura além de dar um bom visual, é feita de uma material com textura emborrachada (que não sei o nome).

Caixa de ressonâcia: é confortável, o que me causo incomodo foi o acabamento quadrado ou reto

(como preferir), que poderia ser boleado e o Jack do plug poderia ser instalado na direção do cavalete.

Porque onde o mesmo já vem instalado (mais em baixo na curva) atrapalha o apoio do instrumento caso esteja usando um plug banana e estiver tocando sentado.

Captação: Captação simples, apenas com controles de (M / G / V), funciona bem.

No todo o ukulele KP21E Soprano Elétrico TO, tem um bom acabamento e boa sonoridade mesmo sendo de mogno laminado.

Obs...

1. O acabamento da borda da caixa de ressonâcia que me incomodou um pouco, porque estou acostumado com um ukulele que tem as bordas arredondadas.

2. O jack do plug poderia ser instalo na parte do centro do instrumento na direção do cavalete, onde ele vem instalado atrapalha um pouco.

3.DICA!!! Caso não queria mudar o jack de lugar use um plug L.

Tirando essas as obs. 1 e 2, no todo o instrumento é bom, com uma boa afinação das notas ao longo da escala e tem um bom custo benefício.

Eu certamente recomendaria esse modelo caso alguém queira comprar um modelo Pineapple e não tenha tanta grana para gastar em um instrumento e caso também queira um ukulele com captação para tocar onde quer que seja.

Tem um review que eu assisti do Luka da LojaLele que gostei bastante, onde ele compara esse modelo que é de Mogno Laminado com o Modelo de Mogno Maciço.

Link do Vídeo: https://youtu.be/fcHLDAX2Mpo