#akivan

[tomoyakiba]

【キャンピングカー食堂】 ホタテ丼編 紋別漁協で購入したホタテで ホタテ丼を調理。 自家製のチャイブと大葉をトッピング。 #akivan #akivanlife #キャンピングカー食堂 #キャンピングカー #キャンピングカー #キャンピングカーの旅 #キャンピングカーのある生活 #vanlife #campervan #campervanlife #雅山流 (鹿追町) https://www.instagram.com/p/CA6Q1ajh1hV/?igshid=11cnbuv3605js

[an-awful-decision-really]

This sounds.. so embarrassing to me but I’m so tired of sitting around like I have.

I’m tired, I’m weak and my heart long’s like it never has and I tell you, it hurts like my heavenly arrow striking me as if I’m it’s target... first I’ll go on about what I remember... a more treasured memory that I hold so dear to me a whole year before I was outcasted..

My name is Akivan. I am god knows how old at this point, I never bothered to keep track..

I’mfairly innocent or was... innocent (still can be utterly oblivious). I was in a place where I had to follow rules stricter than English punctuation.

I had gotten tired of it and came down, in disguise and hidden, I didn’t feel right about it though. I just felt empty.. lost.. and I was just so sick and tired of the same day in and out for ever since I was made. I needed something, someone, to do something else.

Something else is what I did.

I remember sneaking out of the woods, onto pavement, my hair curled, creamy gold and caramel went to my mid back and my eyes were like beautiful irises of the earth itself... blue and green with hints of grey. They looked so so dull before I met him... the blasted sweet sweet evil cursed lamb that walked right into my empty soul that made me feel so full.. so content... his eyes were the most beautiful hellfire shimmering gold and hazel I’ve ever laid sight on...

He had dark tan skin compared to my pale complexion.. his was sun kissed and felt like a burning flame... you can probably assume that I stumbled upon the most precious Demon in the world by this point

His hair was looked like coal.. or dark chocolate buzzed where his horns were in his human form.. oh his beautiful hair was still a little fluffy/a short-long where it wasn’t buzzed... he smelled of sweet smoke and honey while I had the scent of pure fresh water... earthy..

I could tell he sensed me by how he looked at me and look just as star struck as I did... oh god his smile pierced me like one of my heavenly arrows to a target... I was prey to this game.. and he was my perfect predator..

I remember the way he came over and just so so casually slung his arm around my shoulder and leaned to my ear to whisper so softly and sweetly

“Shouldn’t you be high high above where I can’t reach your beauty, Birdy?”

Oh I how my heart just pounded like a drum.. the first flirtation and attention I’ve ever gotten right then and there... I needed no rules there.. he was my new commandments...

I leaned so desperately and sweetly into his touch, he sounded so so handsome when he was satisfied with that..

“Little Lamb, Id prefer it here with you, where there are no bounds and my wings are free and my heart is pure... oh sweet sweet curse of mine, have you come to make me whole?”

My voice never sounded so sick with love.. a side of my voice I never ever heard... a side of myself I never ever know of..

I felt his soft hands caress my body and my face as I listened and leaned to him, letting him woo me with ease...

“I didn’t just come here to make you whole... I came to make you satisfied... my sweet sparrow where have you been my whole life..?”

“No where..”

And so it all began but oh poor innocent me. It still makes me furious to this day. I never knew what hell was ahead for loving a devil... a man... my demon, I was eventually out casted from heaven. I’m sure you could’ve guessed that from a mile away, I was just surprised it lasted a year that I got away with it. But ever since I’ve been casted out and ever since I’ve been plagued with remembering, I long for my demon... I believe his name was Dante but I could be very very wrong, but I am having it as a place holder because it does stand for devil. Which I know, awful isn’t it?

Please know if you think I am familiar by looks and how I may have acted in heaven or on the earth world, you’re free to interact, I recall having a few friends here and there and it would be delightful to talk with you if I sound familiar. Have a good day and good wishes to you to those who read. Thank you for your time.

[tomoyakiba]

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[tomoyakiba]

藻琴山展望駐車公園にて #藻琴山 #北海道 #hokkaido #バンライフ #akivan #キャンピングカー #キャンピングカーの旅 #車中泊 #キャンピングカーの車窓 #vanlife #akivanlife #campervan #campervanlife #campingcar #campingcarlife #キャンピングカーのある生活 #キャンピングカー生活 #キャンプ #camp #アウトドア #アウトドアライフ #自然 #ロデオキャンピングカー #campzine #camplife #藻琴山展望駐車公園 (藻琴山) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckk9iVqrTGp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[tomoyakiba]

2022.04.09 道の駅びえい「白金ビルケ」に車中泊 #北海道 #美栄 #hokkaido #バンライフ #akivan #キャンピングカー #キャンピングカーの旅 #車中泊 #キャンピングカーの車窓 #vanlife #akivanlife #campervan #campervanlife #campingcar #campingcarlife #キャンピングカーのある生活 #キャンピングカー生活 #キャンプ #camp #アウトドア #アウトドアライフ #自然 #ロデオキャンピングカー #campzine #camplife #白金ビルケ (道の駅 びえい「白金ビルケ」) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcM7du-PDNm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[tomoyakiba]

Field Good Fes East Hokkaido に出展中 #akivan #キャンピングカーの旅 #vanlife #バンライフ #fieldgoodfestival #北海道 #十勝 (北愛国交流広場) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRskQSctflP/?utm_medium=tumblr

[tomoyakiba]

#キャンピングカーの旅 #旅するように働く #akivan #vanlife #バンライフ #北海道 #足寄町 #茂喜登牛 #fujifilm #fujifilm_Xseries #xt4 (足寄町) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGepuizBS_D/?igshid=1njw4fye2rnlg

[tomoyakiba]

#コタン温泉 #キャピングカーの旅 #vanlife #akivan #旅するように働く (コタン温泉) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFwNN3NhxeZ/?igshid=1tw546cat4jsn