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[cepheusgalaxy]

for the ask game!!!♡♡♡

if i had espa for a day i think i would first comfort her <3 man she needs a blanket and some warm ramen lets get her some ramen..... atthesametimeee i might as well whump them whynot....i can take that role too >:D like.

i think trying to see how far their training goes by asking it to do more and more taxing or pushing-it stuff progressively like ordering it to kill gesele perhaps >:] or to stay awake for days bc "i want her guarding my room" or somethin like that....be a little evil😌 but in the end i would get tired of being mean and just. give em pasta soup anyway. yeah youre fine now you can go to sleep i heard u crying no i will not punish u for it u aslo get this fluffy blanket okay? okay😊

aslo as a cat. land in her head and just be there. she now has a cat loafed in her head :] yay

>:D ajkakwkq evil 🤌 approved

Espa is a bit set aback by the initial gentleness. She's wary. It's nice while it lasts—the warm ramen and the nice blanket—but she was right to be suspicious. They don't hesitate when you start having your way with them and just take it without a fuss.

She wouldn't think much of the mistreatment, at least at first. Nothing they can't handle. It'd try really hard to not show if it doesn't like it or if it's tired, so you can expect to not see any signs for a good while.

It all goes down when you order them to kill Gisele.

They freeze up. Look back at you, silently pleading. When you don't give any sign of changing your mind, you might see a twitch. A hand almost raising to cover her mouth before she restrained it. A sharp breath. Curled up fists. It's tired already. It doesn't have time for this.

She makes it quick. You—uh, you probably just added a new nightmare to their list, ops. She isn't usually moved by fear. That's sorta normal. But they still don't face her face. You notice she bites her lip so hard it bleeds. It'll miss her.

(It might actually shed a few tears. She doesn't want you to see.)

They push themself through the rest of the day, a bit more tense than before. She's less careful, you think. Not sloppy. But when they cut their hand on accident they don't take too long dressing it before going back to work. You catch her staring at nothing for a few seconds before Espa hides it.

If you give them some nice pasta and a blanket after, leaving them by their room, you might make her cry for real now. Quietly. It doesn't want you to hear.

Espa is used to roughness, it can push through it. The softness is almost unwelcome. She doesn't want to think about what you've made her do.

The kitten being shoved in and curling up over her head isn't as bothersome as it could've been, in another situation. She even appreciates the warmth. It's a little odd, but... okay.

It doesn't hate you from now on, but you might've become one of the few handlers it fears the most. Your orders are the first ones they execute. They are wary if there's someone else in the house with you. She might see Gisele's eyes in them.