what you need to know about Sunflower University (coming soon)
what you need to know about Sunflower University (coming soon)
~ this series will be a mystery/thriller with sprinkles of other genres in it.
~ your favs most likely are apart of this story (here are a list of a few)
tom holland
zendaya
darce montgomery
sam and harry holland
harrison osterfield
shawn mendes
jake gyllenhaal
bille eilish
quackity hq
aksually
and many more
~ it’s (obviously) set at a university
~ there will be a mix of oc’s and real people
~ (i will try my hardest) each part/chapter will be filled with
~ there will be adult themes; drinking, violence, trigger warnings, sexual themes etc.
~ i literally have a whole comp book for this series so i can plan efficiently (the dedication im-)
~ i’ll (again, i’ll try my hardest for this one) edit each character it’s one banner.
anyways, buckle yourself in, because this one will be a fun series.
here is a summary;
College life. Drinking and sex. An education only some can dream of. Sunflower University, the best in the state. Where all the rich, famous and smartest go to. When a sweet and cute journalist disappears and one member of the largest frats on campus finds her, things turn the worst to find out the truth. Unsure if a serial killer is on campus or something paranormal, everyone tries to discover what is happening at Sunflower University.
Falling In Love With Aksel (aksually) Would Include; Head Canon
Anon asks; hey love! head canon of aksel? (falling in love with each other would include...)? Thank you!
This is so cute, yes
A/N; I just suck at getting all request aren’t I? I’M SO SORRY!
-you two were neighbors
-you’d see him leave every morning while you went to class
-then you two would walk each other to the lobby of your apartment building and you talked a lot about each other
-then he’d offer to buy you coffee before your classes
-so you began to have coffee with him almost every morning
-you two became friends after a few weeks of this
-you’d knock on his door after class to see if he was home
-he was
-at this time you were in a relationship
-and he didn’t think of you as anything more than a friend
-but as time went on, he would notice small details about you
-your boyfriend never liked Aksel, he’d always said he was weird
-but you ignored him
-you two began to hang out a lot more
-he’d invite you to watch some Marvel movies because you said something about that being your favorite franchise
-he would notice how your eyes would sparkle in the dim room as you watched those movies
-Aksel knew he couldn’t like you, you were already someone else
-so he’s started to step back a bit
-you asked yourself what you did as you notice that he’d slowly stop walking you to the lobby of your apartment building
-he one time came knocking on your door at 3 AM
-he was drunk and a crying mess
-he was telling you how much he was sorry for his behavior and how much he was falling in love with you.
-you brushed it off that huge statement because he smelt of hard alcohol
-but you stayed the night with him just in case something happened
-as you sat on the sofa, with drunk Aksel in your lap, you realized that he meant it
-at this point in your relationship with your boyfriend, things have been rocky
-you believed he was cheating on you
-you always kept it to yourself however
-after that night with Aksel, you realized that you loved Aksel as more as a friend, but you also loved your boyfriend
-however, your relationship didn’t last much longer after that night
-he was cheating on you for 3 months at the point and you broke things off
-you went to Aksel with tears down your eyes
-he blacked out on what he said to you that night and you never brought it up until the night you found out your now ex was cheating
-Aksel and you watched movies, trying to cheer you up as you laid on his lap, him playing with your messy hair
-you sat up in defeat and you confronted him about that night
-he was red, but you told him that it was ok because you loved him too
-you both agreed that at that moment it was important to pursue a relationship
-so for a while, things were like it was; just friends
-Aksel let you make the moves, but sometimes he would every now and then again
-like he’d hold your hand when you two walked to get coffee
-or text your good morning or goodnight
-or kiss your cheek when you left for class
-but the moment you realized you couldn’t wait anymore was when you saw him and your heart did the heart thing that told you; you were falling for Aksel
-so that night, you two had dinner and before he left, you kissed him
-it was everything you dreamt of but better
-all that lead up was worth it because you two ended up being together for ages
-you two moved in together as well
-both under sure of witch apartment to move in to, so you just said fuck it and both moved into another apartment on a level below you
-which was nice because you two made your own home
summary; when you begin to feel something more towards your best friend, you know he never sees you as such, so you though. it was only with a letter that he finally realizes before it’s too late
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You sat on Aksel’s bed, looking at him while he edited. You loved the man with all your heart, he’s been there for you since every major and minor event in your life. You burst out into laughter as he recorded his lines, completely messing up. Although you always creep around Aksel while he edits, he just couldn’t get a good recording with your presents right there.
“Y/N!” Aksel laughed as your laughter filled the room. “How am I going to finish this line when your breathing down my back! God, you’re so annoying,” Aksel spun in his chair as your back was on his bed, trying your best to keep it down because his lovely mother was asleep.
“You say that as if I was literally the worst person you meet when you have Alex in your life,” You sat and looked Aksel dead in the eyes. “I’ll buy you pasta to make up for your lost recording,” You whisper, leaning into Aksel, whose face was inched towards yours. His eyes sparkled in the dimly lit room, his lips plump and your stomach had butterflies. What was your heart doing? You swallowed the lump in your throat as Aksel’s eyes burned a spot into your soul. His loving eyes and look warmed you up. You ignored it as if it was nothing, but your palms were clammy… this wasn’t the first time Aksel made you feel these things, but it was getting worse every late night you stayed to watch him stream or edit. You couldn’t understand why this was happening. He was your best friend since you saw him on the playground in the 4th grade. This moment felt like it lasted for an hour. You wanted to resume this moment.
“Deal, boomer,” Aksel finally spoke.
“Good. I’ll bring you some tomorrow then… I should get going,” You jumped up and whipped your palms on your jeans and grabbed your phone. Aksel raised his perfect eyebrow and tilted his head, confused because it was pretty early to leave.
“I thought you were staying the night. I was prepping on sleeping on the floor like a rat,” Aksel laughed.
“Nah, you’ll be editing all night. Besides, I have to wake up early tomorrow,” Y/N lied. “I’ll come back tomorrow with that pasta you ordered,” Y/N laughed leaning into Aksel and giving him a kiss on the forehead. “Love you, egg, try to actually sleep this time,” Y/N softly spoke as Aksel spun his chair back to his computer.
“No promises hoe!” He shouted as you left his room and shut his door. Your back was to the door as you felt your heart beating out of your chest. You felt Lola cuddle up to your leg as you smiled and gave her a pet
“Lola, your good a secrets… I know you know,” Y/N laughed as Lola purred. Y/N clenched her phone and began to walk out of Aksel’s home
***
Months went by, and Y/N finally accepted she loved Aksel in more than a friend way. Y/N never spoke up because she didn’t want to ruin the bond between the two. Even the deep down, she knows Aksel wouldn’t judge and would still continue to break into her house and pet your dog while you were at work. It still scared her.
Y/N planned on telling Aksel everything. She told Ani about everything she was feeling because Ani understood was Y/N was coming from, about her insecurities and fears and even her strength with her relationship with Aksel.
Y/N was planning on going to dinner with Aksel and then she was going to go to tell Aksel how she felt. Ani suggested that would be best and Y/N planned out everything. It would be nice for the two to spend some time together, especially since the last few weeks Aksel has been kind of distance with her. It sucked, but she knew Aksel was stressed with videos and streams, so she didn’t take it too seriously.
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Y/N checked her phone to see a text from Ani. Y/N read it and with tears spilling down her cheeks, he heart began to break. So this is why he has been distance. I was too late.
ANI; Hey Y/N. I was talking to Aksel tonight and I have some news I thought you should know. Aksel was talking to Alex and I and told us he has a new girlfriend… I’m so sorry. He said he was going to tell you the same night you wanted to tell him. My heart is breaking for you. I love you and if you ever need a vacation, I will be here. Don’t look at Instagram for a while
Sobbing into her pillow, she threw her phone onto the bed, shaking. How long? Why didn’t he tell her? They were best friends. Her sobs were so loud that her mother walked in, worried. Y/N’s phone was flashing the message sent by Ani and read it, understanding the sobs of weakness and betrayal. Y/N told her mother everything, and how she felt towards Aksel was no exception.
“Why does this always happen to me? Why am I crying about a boy? Why am I crying about Aksel?” Y/N asked as salty tears soaked her pillow, her mother embracing her into a hug.
“Your heart wants what your heart wants, love. Everything will be okay… Aksel will understand… Shh,” Her mother cooded into Y/N’s ear. Y/N grabbed her phone, begging for more heartbreak, she checked Instagram to see a picture of Aksel and his new girlfriend, kissing.
Her sobbed became louder, but no tears seemed to be coming out. They must have been trapped in her pillow. Her mother left to give her a cup of ice water and to help her throw the night, but Y/N couldn’t understand any of the situation. It just hurts
***
Weeks went by. Y/N ignored Aksel like the plague, as Aksel never seemed to notice. Y/N took up Ani on that offer and made a trip to see her. She wanted to do one last thing before she left for god knows how long. She wanted to write Aksel a letter and give him his pasta she promised that night.
Tears rolling down the page, smearing the ink. He hand began to cramp as she spilled her heart out on the page. She had to leave shortly, but she felt like this was important before she left.
She folds the paper and stuck it in her pocket. She put the last of her stuff in the car and grabbed the pasta box out of the fridge. The box was in her lap as her mom drove her to Aksel’s house to give him his food, having no idea she was coming only to leave. Y/N put the paper inside the box as her heart started to race. She got out and knocked on the door to see Aksel.
“Hey…” Aksel said with a half smile. “You fell off the edge of the earth, what’s going on?” He asked. Y/N looked down at her shoes and gave him his box.
“Here’s the pasta you wanted…” She said, ignoring Aksel’s question. He looked confused as he took it. “I won’t be in town for a while… I’m taking a holiday,” Y/N avoided eye contact, looking at her boots. Aksel’s long fingers meet her chin, lifting it.
“Why didn’t you say that? What’s been going on Y/N? You’re scaring me. I miss you,” His voice was shaking as you just shook your head, not believing he hasn’t put anything together. Y/N’s mom honked the horn.
“Maybe some other time Aksel… I have to go. Enjoy the pasta,” Y/N frowned as she turned onto her heel and went back inside her mother’s car. Aksel just looked at her, angry and confused. He watched as the car pulled away and left. He tried to understand what he did and why she was leaving.
Later that night, after Aksel’s girlfriend left, Aksel finally wanted to eat the pasta Y/N gave him. Opening up the box, he notices a piece of paper on top of it. Aksel put down the box and opened it, seeing Y/N handwriting.
Dear Aksel
When you’re reading this, I'll be gone and away from you. I’ll be thinking about everything that came for this moment. I wish I could have talked to you, but life made it so I couldn’t. I never wanted to fall in love with you. In fact, that was my number one rule; DON’T FALL IN LOVE WITH AKSEL. But here we are, the butterflies and all. I was going to tell you that face to face, but then I found out you started to date someone else. I found out from Ani. I wish you told me yourself.
I don’t know what’s going to happen now. I need a mental break. Love really fucks you up. You’re my best friend and that will never change. Maybe in 5 years, we can laugh about this, or in 5 years we can ride away in a car that says JUST MARRIED on the back. Who knows.
I hope you live your life happy if I never see you again. Maybe I can date Tom Holland and you can be my maid of honor, but I know, even if I count all the stars in the universe and even if I love Tom a little too much, it would be you I would want to be with.
Please promise me this, if you never felt an ounce of what I felt, that you treat your girlfriend the way you treated me, but with more love and compassion. I know you never loved me like that, and that’s okay, but please, tell me the truth. I’m sorry I had to run out like that.
Love you,
Y/N
Aksel’s heart broke, realizing you were the one he always wanted to be with. Now, it was too late, for you were in your next chapter in life. Without Aksel.
