Hi Day day! What if, one day, Bingge and SJ find ebf!SY standing in the garden, staring blankly into space while looking more lost than they've ever seen him? When they ask what's wrong, SY just slowly turns his head up, eyes unfocused and a unsteady smile on his face, and he just asks, "who am I supposed to be again?"
You know. You know Shen Yuan pretends everything was a joke. You know he smiles, laughs as Bing-ge and Shizun stare worriedly at their husband, who clasps his hands together and rambles about something else entirely.
If only to make Bing-ge and Shizun smile weakly.
If only for Shen Yuan to feel as if he did something good.















