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Recently, I just read a story from Wattpad (Yes, I read there too) and guess what? It’s a mystery/thrilleeer genre inspired by Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes & Detective Conan (I’ve been planning to read Sherlock Holmes and watch DC but I ain’t got enough timeeee~~ school ugh)

Here are some ciphers that I saw in the story that I wrote in my notebook so that I won’t forget~~

*cough* *cough* please excuse my handwriting for I did that in class and I am veeerryyy sleepy. (Trying not to get caught by the teacher tho)

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I have nothing to do right now so why not arrange my things and post? (Mehe, too simple)

I’m trying to learn calligraphy today, but sadly, our internet was cut off (T-T) Saaaad~

I also need to buy a couple of things like Muji pens & a notebook for BUJO. Hopefully I get to accomplish this by the end of the week!

I am seriously tired of having to face my laptop screen everyday and typing stories. So, now I am going to learn calligraphy~~~~ lalalaaaaa~

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INTRODUCTION TO ALASDAIR’S BLOG!

Hi everyone! As you all know, this blog is screaming “I AM A NEWBIE”

I’ll be posting whenever I have ideas in mind. I won’t say I’ll be active right now but I’ll post if I have time.

This blog is:

• A narration of my day, perhaps?

• Confessions!

• Poems (It can be my work or my friends)

I don’t know what else to post but I’ll add some more in the future. For now, it will be those three.

FACTS ABOUT ME:

• Alasdair is not my real name, but I prefer to use it other than my real name.

• 14; Female; PH

• I am short, most people say. (But I will be tall, someday)

• I am a FANGIRL (Now, who isn’t?)

• I am also a GAMER (Yey for games!)

• I love mystery/thriller stories! Like detective stuffs? (I just got into it this year, tho)

• Because of my love for these mysterious stuffs, I am also in love with a very mysterious person (Woohooo~)

That’s all for now, I guess? I don’t really know what else should I type, SRSLY

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So I asked my fellow student to make a confession~

Art has always been a part of my life. I couldn’t live without it. It’s not a hobby, not a job, but a big part of my being. Now why am I saying this? It’s because I want to confess that I feel empty everytime I draw, sketch, color, paint... everything.

I’m the worst type of person, the one who is indifferent to everything, as if I’m numb. I draw when I want to. I try oil pastels when I feel like it. I copy someone’s art style because it seemed nice.

Don’t get me wrong, I have an original style of my own, but something, something tells me that it’s never enough. Never enough for people, for money, for family.

Undertale gave me a purpose on Tumblr. I don’t want to spoil it, but it really affected the way I think of life. Nobody needs to get hurt. These small things that we do can do great changes! When I post, draw, reblog, and all that; I swear, this PC game found it’s way to my core. (UT fans, I just did a pun!)

It didn’t make me feel unfulfilled anymore when I create sort of stuff, even if that hint of angst gets to me when I think that my art supplies are so limited.

I want to give a shout out to my crush, for supporting me in this seemingly underrated fandom! Believe me, he may not be the best, at least he understands. (Although he doesn’t approach me that much....)

But still! I therefore confess to you guys that I am an Undertale fan and it is a very, very, very interesting game.

-Yema Lover

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Hey! This will be my last post for tonight. A story about my past, though. Pls don’t judge (ehe)

It’s been on my NOTES for a while now, since June 16, 2017. Now, I was thinking to share it! Why not, right?

June 16, 2017 (The date that I decided to post this on my NOTES)

Codename for him: Arima~

I met Arima three days ago, literally. (June 13, 2017) But I first saw him year 2015 when I was having my piano lessons. I accidentally came in early and I saw him there, playing the piano in front of me. He was great (im srs) and I immediately looked for his name in the students list When I got back home, I checked his account and waited for another two days to add him. (So that it’ll not be suspicious) I was surprised because that same year, he accepted my friend request! (I really thought he’ll just ignore it bcoz he doesn’t know me. But wow)

Questions kept flooding my head. Does he know me? Or he just clicks ‘accept’ to whatever person adds him?

I couldn’t talk to him, just a no way. (I’m shy, huhu) I wanted to see him play, but I doubt fate would let us meet again. 

He became a little crush, though. He became my inspiration in playing the piano. But there are times when I slack off in my practice.

BACK TO THE PRESENT TIME! I saw him in the general rehearsal and I made sure that it was him. It really was, no joke. I waited for his turn to play and when he played his piece, an Anime character popped in my head. (O.O Arima Kousei) From that day on, he became my Arima Kousei. I don’t care if there’s someone better than him but for me, he’s that character. Just like in the Anime itself, there are two people who think of Arima as a rival, but in truth, Arima helped them to be a great pianist and they want attention from the famous Arima. My like for him came back but at the same time, I saw him as a rival. I don’t know if he recognizes me or if our mentor has ever mentioned me to him. But I wish we knew each other, even if secretly.(Because yes, we have the same mentor but different schedules) I’m going to wait ‘till the day we can meet again. I hope I really do see him again because he’s really an inspiration for pianists. Call me exaggerating but that’s what I think

A MESSAGE TO ARIMA: (But I don’t know if u use tumblr sooo) I wish if we meet again, it would be that day that we can finally talk to each other. I just want to know him. For me, it’s all about learning something new and meeting someone new. I’ll practice some songs in piano and I’ll make sure to get back at you in the recital. It’s not a competition but for me, it is.