#alba rambles

[maneskings]

if we ever meet and you're not sure it's me, just walk past and say "cinque cellulari nella tuta gold". i'll answer "baby non richiameró" and make the hang up sign as the ariston chorus did. that's all. we'll be friends forever

[copperboom-swan]

Felix: "Miss Caroline plays the ukelele and sings Taylor Swift songs."

Me: That'd be me as a kindergarten teacher.

[maneskings]

a lot of rant under the cut, sorry not sorry

okay so here's the thing. idk why i have a couple of friends who became very important in my life at different times but suddenly one day they did stop talking to me and basically ghosted me. well. one of them after like... 5 years of not talking at all sent me a message with a tiktok link and told me "hey i have watched this because it reminds me of you". and do you know what was the last message before that? me asking her how was everything almost a year ago - a message she never opened.

and now it's been almost a month after she sent me the text and i haven't opened it. i feel i can't. i don't want to ghost but it's kinda painful for me because we had a really strong bound and her "loss" really affected me. and idk how to respond to her in fucking 2025, idk how to approach this situation. should i do as if time hasn't passed? should i leave the conversation there? because part of me thinks "ok girl if you have managed to live without me since 2019 now go fuck yourself" but the other one remembers all the good times we spent and mourns the friendship... like she wasn't there during the most important years of my fucking life and i missed her but she wouldn't answer.

also there's this one time i confronted her and she told me that she had a really toxic relationship and her ex made her got distanced with me but now apparently she has a loving girlfriend since 2021 or so and anyway she hasn't tried to get in touch while i did. every fucking birthday. every new year.

idk everything feels frustrating because it's not the first person who ghosts me and as a person who loves control, it's mentally exhausting not being able to understand this. and when i thought i forgot, this message comes up. and now what.

[maneskings]

estoy invirtiendo tanto tiempo en escuchar a tananai que mi top5 artistas de spotify wrapped va a ser:

tananai

alberto

cotta

ramusino

albertone

[maneskings]

sometimes girls only need to get cozy on the couch and incazzarsi per le pagelle di sanremo. it's me i'm girls

[maneskings]

have all a nice new year's eve night and a happy 2024 ✨💘

here's to a new year full of new adventures, love, thrill and everything you wish. prioritize yourself, surround yourself with kindness and make a lot of amazing memories.

i'll be cheering for every single one of you and i can't wait to see your dreams come true ❤️‍🔥

[maneskings]

my level of excitement for benidorm fest over the years: 📉📉📉

my level of excitement for sanremo over the years: 📈📈📈

[maneskings]

god really said "i'm gonna create a girl so sleepy and obsessed with italy" and the rest is history