“I have these dreams, you know, that… I’m standing on a platform, and… you keep going by on a train, and… you go by, and you go by, and you go by, and you go by, and I wake up with the fucking sweats, you know? And then I have this other dream, oh… where you’re… pregnant, in bed, beside me, naked, and I want so badly to touch you, but you tell me not to, and then you look away. And… and I… I… I touch you anyway,right on your ankle, and your skin is so soft, that I wake up in sobs, all right? And my wife is sitting there, looking at me, and I feel like I’m a million miles from her and I know that there’s something… wrong! You know, that I ca… that I can’t keep living like this, that there’s gotta be something more to love than commitment… But then I think that… I might have given up… on the whole idea of romantic love. That I… I might have put it to bed, that… that day when you weren’t there.” Jesse