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[korlieblog]

What if every choice you've ever made was already part of a larger design? Watch Me Die Inside explores fate, repetition, and identity through haunting atmospheres and philosophical intensity on Die Gestalt der Fügung verharrt unverrückt. #WatchMeDieInside #Aleph #DarkAmbient #ExperimentalMusic #IndustrialMusic #MusicReview #NewMusic #AtmosphericMusic #ConceptMusic #ExistentialArt

'Die Gestalt der Fügung verharrt unverrückt by Watch Me Die Inside Review(Released 01/06/26): A Cold and Unsettling Meditation on Free Will

[hrrtamei]

then who am I? an imperfect design? lyr

AN EXCEPTION DEFINED 😭😭😭😭 DO WORDS I SING 😭 EVEN MEAN ANYTHING 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[al3phs]

⋮ ⌗ ┆ « Give me tough lovee... »

‎⟢ Pairings : Pantalone x reader , Merlin x reader , Pantalone x reader x Merlin .

‎‎⟢ Synopsis : NSFW Alphabet for Pantalone x Reader x Merlin . Part 1

‎‎⟢ Word count : 5.4k+

‎‎⟢ Content warning(s) : NSFW , mentions of bondage .

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‎𑣲 Enjoy loves !

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‎‎‎ᛝ A = Aftercare

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‎ When I tell you these two men are genuine clean freaks, I mean it. They would most likely have a system setup with who cleans up the room. One of them swaps out the dirty sheets that had been drenched in all 3 of your guys' arousal for new clean ones and throws the used ones in the washer, placing back all the ‘objects’ that they used on you for hours and cleaning them. While the other one cleans you up by running a warm bath for you and laying your exhausted body down to rest on the bed . They probably switch the schedule up every so often. Personally I feel like Merlin is better with cleaning the room rather than aftercare for you and on the other hand, Pantalone would be better with the task of aftercare for you.

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‎ᛝ B = Body part

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‎ I feel like Pantalone's favorite body part for you would be your lips. He loves how soft , plump and moist they are. He loves coming back home to you after a long day and being greeted with a kiss from you. Pantalone just likes kissing you in general I fear, he especially loves straddling you in his lap as me makes out with you roaming his hands all across your body just to tick Merlin off.

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Merlin's favorite body part for you would be your hands. He likes tracing shapes over them and just holding them. If you were to have any scars on your hands from anything I feel like he would slowly run his gloved fingers over them, inspecting them and then be able to pinpoint the exact cause for the scar. He likes to compare your hand size with his of course your hand is smaller, you don't know why he liked to do that maybe it was just another way for him to prove he's stronger than you and always will be…

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‎ᛝ C = Cum

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‎ Merlin prefers to cum on your inner thighs or stomach. He rarely comes inside you unless he really wants to or he's pissed at you for something. He likes seeing your lower body covered in his cum, it just further proves that you belong to him ( And Pantalone).

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‎ Pantalone absolutely loves to cum inside you and fill you up just to piss off Merlin which then leads to Merlin filling you up to try and ’get rid’ of Pantalones presents in you. Other than inside you, just like aleph he likes to cum on your inner thighs or on your already sore clit‎

‎ᛝ D = Dom Or Sub

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‎ Domanint. Both of them. Merlin and Pantalone would rather end your shit then let you see them submissive and begging. It's most likely due to the fact they don't like being seen as ’vulnerable’ they prefer being seen as the providers, after all they made it pretty clear they quite literally own every part of you. If they somehow end up being the one under you, you won't hear the end of it. Merlin won't talk to you for a week and Pantalone will cut off all your cards until you ’make it up to them’.

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‎ᛝ E = Experience

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‎ I personally feel like Pantalone is very experienced in the bedroom due to former lovers and Previous ’Encounters’ with people, I mean the man has been alive for over 400 years he isn't an inexperienced virgin whatsoever.

Merlin isn't really physically experienced. His ’work’ used to be the one and only thing he was focused on. He wasn't focused on sex or anything because he had no need for it, until he met you you caused a rift in his never ending cycle. Merlin knows a lot about intercourse i mean he probably read about it somewhere what he's into, how to pleasure someone else ect , he just lacks physical experience.

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‎ᛝ F = Favorite Position

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‎ Merlin's favorite sex position is matting press with your legs bent high resting on his shoulders with his chest pressed tightly against you as his hands roughly grip your thighs to keep your legs in place. He likes observing your expressions, like how you bite your lip and roll your eyes back into your skull as he hits that sensitive sweet spot of yours....

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‎ Pantalone favorite position to make love to you in is absolutely doggy style no questions asked. This man will make you arch for him good god. With your arms on the bed resting near your head gripping the sheets for dear life with your ass in the air. He just loves grabbing a fist full of your hair to pull your head back so he can see all those lovey expressions...

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‎ᛝ G = Goofy

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‎ Merlin and Feofan both take sex as a very serious and intimate thing souls can share. They never (and I mean NEVER) joke around in the bedroom like at all. The closest thing you will get to them being ’ goofy ’ during fun time is them teasing you.

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‎ᛝ H = Hickey

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‎ Pantalone and Merlin absolutely love seeing you covered with their hickeys. You would have all different kinds of hickeys, bruises and bite marks on you because of them, it doesn't even help that these fuckers bite down hard so they bruise worse. They probably compete about who can mark you the most too. Like Merlin would give you bite marks and hickeys on your neck then Pantalone would get pissy and go over them with his own and vice versa...

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‎ᛝ I = Intimacy

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‎ They are both somewhat intimate with you during sex in their own ways (more pantalone than Merlin.) Pantalone likes feeling your body pressed up against his, he's not fast during sex whatsoever he wants to savor the moment not letting it slip away , although just because he's not the “fast” and “get it over with” type doesn't mean this man isn't rough or mean during it.

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‎ On the other hand Merlin isn't exactly intimate during sex nor the “ Just get it over with” type. He's almost a mixture of the two leaning towards intimate, he likes savoring all the moments you have with him and the way your body makes him feel. Just like Pantalone, he's rough during it and he's mean as hell he controls your orgasms, the sounds you make and how you react when he touches you...I mean they both do that but shh...

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‎ᛝ J = Jack off

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‎ Feofan and Aleph don't need to jack off silly, they have you

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‎ᛝ K = Kinks

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‎ Regrator and Merlin are veryyyy kinky men and are both into different types of Bondage and BDSM. Pantalone is morally into restraints and discipline, such as restraining your arms with his belt behind your back or when he ties you up with silky purple ribbons almost like you are a ‘ gift. ’ Merlin on the other hand...good god this man is heavily into BDSM my God this fucker is into med play, he probably retrains you to the operating table and takes you right there....

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A/n : ok so im tired lemme know of you want me to complete the alphabet...

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[veryunoriginal]

Thinking of the Idealist again, and how he is the best example of Aleph's failure as his aspirations for a "perfect" language that can encapsulate all things perfectly is doomed to fail because languages are ever changing and a "perfect" language would be one none uses

[hrrtamei]

hmm if you had to give me names what would they be

LETS SEE ummm I think abstract stuff as a name would fit you... I dunno. words like. ideal could fit. but if you want an actual name uhhh i'd give you haden or alva

[knightsoflamancha]

HAPPY 2.6 1st Anniversary!!! 🎉 Here's to a year to my OTP of all time, who I shipped on instinct before I even knew who their names were or what they looked like. They've been with me throughout my perilous fandom journey, of massive witch hunts, heartbreaks and betrayals, and even through my graduation. Because of them I found the courage to read through incredibly hard books, write fanfiction for the first time, and improve my art. (MORE DRAWINGS BELOW v )

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I appreciate Recoleta for her strong convictions in life and sense of justice, for her warm and emphatic personality, her gusto to do whatever she likes the way she wants it, and her passionate dedication for literature. She's the type so enthusiastic about her craft that you can't help but support it too. I appreciate Aleph for his unwavering support and dedication to Recoleta, for always listening to her stories and providing suggestions to her draft even though it didn't exactly end that well. I appreciate his genuine care towards the children in the Suitcase, how he read Cristallo stories, and started a band with the Impromptu girls. I appreciate Merlin for serving as the protector for the rest of the systems. I especially appreciate his efforts to keep the body clean, hair maintained, and clothes on fleek. Even though he's a bit of a tsundere, I know how much he is capable of love and how much he is in need of it. I appreciate him and who he is although I won't condone lobotomies.

I appreciate Idealist for being the most emotionally mature alter in the system, and for giving the prisoners a sense of libangan (hobby) before they became a libingan (grave).

Lastly, I appreciate Zahir and Paracelsus for existing at least before I guess. Too bad we didn't know you both that much, just gotta mention all 5 guys to make sure no one is left behind. ____ Here are my past drawings of Recoleph when I was a closeted shipper (Pt. 1):

[pylonangel]

painted an aleph plate

[sleeplesssmol]

Aleph's Fate after being captured

He's working as an advisor while being heavily monitored in a cell he calls "Changeless Room". While the room is barren and white, it eases his hyperthymesia. He Lorentz were in contact with one another via the internet.

"Hyperthymesia is an extraordinarily rare neurological condition—also called Highly Superior Autobiographical Memory (HSAM)—where a person possesses the involuntary ability to recall vast, highly specific details of their daily life and link them to exact calendar dates."