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SOULMATE?!?!?! LOL XD

Okay-- Nawala rin ang cellphone niya! Ang engot niya lang! :)) AHAHAH! Pero iba naisip ko, DEEEYM. Nawala rin kasi cellphone ko eh, last month lang. :)) AHAHHA! WALA LANG, naisip ko lang, SOULMATES ba kami? Kalandian lang. :)) LOL

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You Make Me Smile by Loreng :)

Everyday seems to be the same

Nothing has changed since the day he left

Sadness is what I always felt.

I have nothing to do but to hope and pray.

  Everyday seems to be lifeless

Even though I do have friends

The pain still remains

Relieve is what I truly need

  I believe that they will be with me.

I trust that they will never turn their backs.

I know they won’t do leaving me.

Beyond these, I can feel that a bit lacks.

  I knew what I needed most.

A special friend who will not be lost

I pray everynight, everyhour.

Til God granted me what I asked for.

  God gave me someone like you.

Yes boy, I’m telling the truth

Yes you did, you draw this smile perfectly

My heart was locked, but you got the key.

  I’m so thankful that I found you.

You were a Godsent, so true.

You paved away the pain.

You gave me these brighter days.

  Hey boy, there’s one thing I wanna say

Please don’t leave, just stay.

I promise to have this smile always.

We’ll make it, though we’re miles away.

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WHY CAN'T I?

I watched a video shared by my friends in fb, ANNIVERSARY SURPRISE and I was really amazed dun sa idea nung guy kung pano niya isusurprise yung girlfriend niya sa Anniversary nila. After ko panuorin yung video, ang weird ng naisip ko. Nalungkot ako nang si *past* pa rin ang una kong naisip. I should think of Alex instead kasi siya yung nagpapasaya sa akin ngayon. He's a God-sent. I MUST forget every single thing about *past*, I should MOVE ON, tulad nga ng lagi kong nasasabi pero hindi pala talaga maiiwasan na mabalikan mo ang past. Sabi ko, PAST IS PAST pero mukhang nilunok ko ang sinabi ko. I feel guilty kasi alam ko naman na nageeffort si Alex para sakin pero hindi ko masuklian. I cannot do what Nanay told me, GIVE and TAKE. I want to be into Alex to forget the past, I am not a user though I am trying my best na kahit papano eh masuklian ko yung effort na pinaparamdam ni Alex sakin. Alex is a nice guy, he always makes phone calls lalo na kapag magpapaalam na siya kapag mag-aaboard sila. He always sings for me even though he really does not. He writes letter and poems about and for me. For me, he's absolutely better than *past* but why can't I?