#alexathinks

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I'll always be a loyal friend to you.

I promise. 

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*sigh* Scott...

You continue to disappoint me...I wish we could be friends.

I really do...

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You really do deserve loyal friends, Bell. <3

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I feel like shit.

I hate the kind of decisions that one of two people that you truly love will get hurt no matter what you choose.

Why couldn't I have gotten struck by lightning at that exact point in time so I didn't have to choose? :/ 

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This is strange...

I've been thinking about my ex's little brother lately. He has Autism. I remember, when I would go over, he'd yell on the phone (or at least I thought it was on the phone) and argue about the strangest things. He'd toss things and physically fight his brother. 

But he was so kind when he wanted to be. I remember how happy his brother made him. He was so proud. He was always so happy to see him, like when a child's mom or dad comes home, he'd jump for joy.

I wonder how he's doing...

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A little part of me enjoyed being bitter. It gave me an excuse to be a jerk to people.

#MrNotSoNiceGuy

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Where would I be without you?

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Dear boys that look like my ex,

stop.