I give up completely. It's not like I'm stupid to the situation, but I continue to have to play it and I just give up. What my family could have done to make this city do this to us I'll never know but the real family that they are so mad at that they let take everything is still out there doing phenomenal so that's good I guess. I'm sitting on the side of the road with all my shit as usual. Likely will end up losing it all again just too but oh well. I give up. That's just what it is. Be outside just like last summer. This is what they do to girls who have lost all their connections. They make sure they never get connected to anyone again. I Paul and Karla own the police now so it's expected straight up.


















