Feb 19
Me washing my hands after purging wondering why I do this to myself everyday
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Me washing my hands after purging wondering why I do this to myself everyday
Wish I had some cigarettes
3 days clean from sh & I have no urges. I feel free.
Intro
Howdy. You can call me Ali or Alexander. I’m a 15 year old gal. I’ve struggled with BED most my life & for the past 2 years it has morphed into Mia. I had a blog on here but it got termed. Now I’m back. If you have any of my older posts, please tag me.
I luv music & I’ve been goth the past 4 years of my life. I like motorsport, MMA, & pro wrestling. I do crochet as a hobby. I like FPS & my favorite game right now is Ghost Recon Future Soldier.
DISCLAIMER: I do not support having an ed. I am pro recovery. This blog will contain mentions of eating disorders. I may also blog about self harm. If this makes you uncomfortable, block me.
Stats & Tags
Reminder for the summer! Do NOT go into the water if you have open or healing cuts. Bacteria can get into them & cause a nasty infection. You should always cover your healing cuts with a bandage. You should clean it & change the bandage daily. If you have to hide your thigh cuts, get a tankini if you’re a girl or get long swim shorts if you’re a boy. To hide your arm cuts, wear a swimsuit long sleeve shirt. They’re made to help protect you from the sun, so it won’t be suspicious if you ask for one.
Any of y’all have advice on how to get rid of bruises? I’m going on vacation this week & the bruising on my arms hasn’t gone away. Do I massage the area or put ice on it to get rid of it?
I just sipped an Alani & it’s so delicious. Where have you been my entire life?
I’ve been purging 1-2 times a day this past week & my stomach hurts so bad. I know I shouldn’t purge after my surgery, but I can’t help it. I’m going to try & go the weekend without purging.