Aligned, Prelude (2024)
Set Right after the end of Season 3 of CAOS, possible contextual spoilers ahead.
An in progress novel, formed under construction as a reader insert x Zelda Spellman fanfiction
Prelude, (Revised December 2024)
I've never considered myself to be defined, not of that of “a young pagan”, but for the sake of labels, suppose I could be considered as one. Covenless. I’ve, been practicing magic under fellowship of a few like-minded people in my community. Nothing formal, no official group or gathering. No webbing arc that binds us under any sort of formal rules, of title or conduct. Only that of the weave, seems to draw those towards me in tide that I'm meant to find. Whether it be for the moment, or something more permanent; serenity, then serendipity, has a way of drifting me deepened in its wake. Through my times in meditation, I have found myself in ontact most with the Goddess. That seems a strange thing to articulate, but it is only in the dulled expression society has current befallen. A more specific description would be; in mediumship, the divine Goddess is a personification or embodiment of the all knowing. She is not gendered, and is not a thing born or bound, but remains as is and in all things. She is both the force that births being into all things tangible, as well as the consciousness within it, and space between. Some have taken to calling her, Source, or God. I have taken to calling her Goddess, in our intimacy. An honoring of a practice that was once cherished and dear. The important detail is, in Goodness of Direction, G.O.D. God’s will is that of whole. To be whole where one might be in any shape of their cycle, and also to heal towards wholeness.
I have been mastering the art of “the Sight” most consciously, the past 7 years, making me a seer. I have learned to call myself, a Seer of Serendipity. There is a blissfulness that comes in feeling, and witnessing ones alignment in doing so, that has lead Goddess to present me with prescription of connectiveness. This is something I have always struggled with, and now find myself connecting to in a myriad of different ways through accumulating practice and consistency. She shows herself to me with clairsentience mainly, but also clairaudience, clairvoyance and sometimes others. It is as the Goddess wills, and in large part attuned to how open and receptive I allow myself to be. Let that be noted. A craft, does in fact take skill, and skill, takes practice and consistency to build in strengthening it.
I have found myself, in parts, sparatically in past years, in communion with Lilith. Some would identify her in Inanna, or Ishtar from the ancient Babylonian and mesopotamian texts. Others, as the Morrigan. All being so, as mentioned prior, like phases of the moon in her; all faces of the Goddess. Once through a message regarding Inanna, a name I had never witnessed before, and now through the warmth and seeping red that tastes like honey on my tongue. A sending, to be called towards the Academy of the Unseen arts. For whatever for only presence will dictate, but in a knowingness towards that which can only be described as divine in right and genuity.