I needed:
Armor
Validation
Understanding
I thought I was seeking the same space, the right to express myself, that I was so freely giving.
Only to realize that I am that space.
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I needed:
Armor
Validation
Understanding
I thought I was seeking the same space, the right to express myself, that I was so freely giving.
Only to realize that I am that space.
I developed cold feet at certain points along the journey.
I became friends with strangers in the night.
Frozen Sun…
When love is spoken, it is reverberant, cast from the darkness. Love sees the infinite and not the potential. I am not my thoughts and I am not my behavior.
Love Is: More than just beyond the now and the imperfections I call faults. I am not defective.
Love spoken: Pure intention to rise to the occasion. With zero insight into past and future circumstances.
There is no place of advantage, rather fleeting moments, warranting choice and renewal.
Blind Love
Fake It Til You Make It
I never faked it. Instead, I realized what it took for me to navigate and express myself in the way in which I wanted.
It Cant Be Faked
I actually acted in the way that I wanted. It doesn’t take 10 thousand hours of practice. I simply placed myself in a state of beings and doing. Aligning with my propose.
“Don’t let them steal your joy”
“Don’t let them distract you”
I can get caught up in the bullshit and it’s not ego or need for social validation.
It’s: the tendency to go against and dismantle social norms and the status quo, with no concern to the consequences.
Martyr
Sometimes…I’d rather go down in flames
Me, God, & the Devil are all one in the same.
I have complete access to myself before anyone or anything outside of me does.
Sexuality and energy are fluid.
I am not a closed loop system.
There is no need to identify sexuality.
Energy is expansive.