#alliekcarmichael

[derickcarmichael]

[text:] I'm sure if I come back he will reach out. [text:] Derick this is the try outs for the team -- most people get in my age -- /this/ year if they don't the chances go down. My chances will be cut more than 3/4. So yeah it is the end for me. Because what else am I good for? Can't cut it for law school. Soccer is out. [text:] I don't think you get it.

[text] For the sake for everyone, I really hope that he doesn’t.

[text] You’re right, I don’t. But htat has a lot to do with not believing in words like quit, can’t, done, over, finished, end.

[text] Lets say that you’re right, and soccer is out. Are you going to give me one of those speeches about how your life’s over? Because I will have to smack some sense into you, and I will fly thousands of miles to do just that.

[derickcarmichael]

[text:] I just if Nicholas wants to threaten me, then he has to do it to my face for me to really take it seriously and not via text messages. [text:] Derick -- I left law school for soccer. I left the stable thing I had for something I wanted and I am not back to my standing and try outs are in a week. What if it's over. What if I just become the drop out Carmichael. [text:] What if i am just potential waste?

[text] I approve of all that besides the part about coming to your face.

[text] I know you did. And that wasn’t a mistake, Allie. Okay, so you’re not ready in a week. Would sitting out, for right now, be such a bad thing? Doesn’t mean it’s forever lost. And don’t say it is, because it’s not.

[text] You are not. You can’t think that way.

[derickcarmichael]

[text:] No. Nicholas can fuck off. Forgive my french. [text:] It's more soccer related than anything else.

[text] No, considering how ready you were to jump on that, I figured that would be your reply.

[text] Allie, you can’t keep running from soccer. I knew the accident fucked a lot of shit up, but it’s not dead.

[derickcarmichael]

[text:] I think I ran away from home. And not for the reasons that you think. I just think I can't go home cause every time I think about it, I am literally paralyzed with fear. [text:] I don't even know why I'm telling you this. I don't know.

[text] Does this have anything to do with the pass few weeks? Or is it about something else?

[christian-montgomery-blog]

[text:] Right. Well I hope you figure things out. [text:] Thanks. I'll let you go, ok? Night/Morning.

[text:] just be safe okay? [text:] night allie

[christian-montgomery-blog]

[text:] What are you researching? [text:] It's really good actually. My mother's organization is actually helping people versus just throwing money at a problem. I managed to get everyone a legit soccer ball and been watching them all play. It's hard to get around but that too will get better.

[text]  All kinds of things. Just trying to pass the time.[text] That sounds amazing. I’m really glad you’re having a good time. 

[christian-montgomery-blog]

[text:] Well when only like 2 ppl speak your language you don't talk as much as you want to. [text:] But hey you're up -- do you have to be somewhere tomorrow? If so go back to sleep. [text:] How are you?

[text] Fair enough[text] Yeah I was just doing some research but my schedule’s free an clear tomorrow so don’t worry about it.[text] I’m fine. How’s Ghana

[gabrielxlockwood]

[text:] I'm at the field if you want to come, if not then maybe the weekend or another day. Whenever you want.

[text:] I’ll come. Did you have dinner yet?