monogamy is fucking hard for me.
i always want to be in relationships til im 6 months in realizing just what exactly it means to be committed. i can’t help but feel trapped in the confines on a monogamous relationship.
i want to feel free, free to talk to whoever, admire whoever, sleep with whoever.
the freedom to not have to answer to anybody, to do what i want when i want, to be unapologetically myself.not hide who i am or mask who i am to fit who you want me to be. i will never be that, i cannot be contained. not today not tomorrow not ever
above all i have feelings for multiple people. i still crush on multiple men at once, multiple women as well. i cant help it, sexuality is so broad and ive only explored a few very narrow outlets. people are sexy and i want to sleep with them, expierence them, get inside their heads for a little while and make them cum. i love peoples orgasm faces. i don’t want to see only one orgasm face my whole life..