You know that feeling. Where you 'think' you're okay, but your body is telling you otherwise. This feeling of uncertainty. A constant worry, like you aren't sure what emotion is going through your head, but you're going about your day like you would any other day.
Well that's been me recently..
I hate anxiety. I really do, but it seriously consumes every part of my body, as If It controlled me in a way. Right now, that feeling has just been multiplied by 10..My body just feels like a vessel and my thoughts are just floating in purgatory not knowing where to go. At this point, i'm just surviving. Forcing myself to get up and face the real world with this facade of happiness and motivation, when in reality..my entire soul is this massive dark cloud. A never ending thunderstorm. And I really just want to reach the light. That feeling when the eye of a storm approaches, and there is nothing but peace.
That's where I want to be.
