Muddy Jin

Sometimes I write...sometimes I doodle...not really sure I am good at either.

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Waiting... https://www.instagram.com/p/CeF1NLau9YJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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“Every flower is a soul blossoming in nature.” - Gérard de Nerval Hopefully this soul endures and grows and continues to bloom. @kathleentheturtle #dahlias #naturesoul #backyardadventures #happyearthday https://www.instagram.com/p/CcqLPE4Lquj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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So I did this thing where I wrote some words and put in a small book...poems and a few sketches. Nothing fancy...but since I have a moment of confidence I figured, I'd share a little bit of my heart... https://www.instagram.com/p/CbJLUJKJZMJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Apple Custard Pie - Looks pretty, not sure about taste just yet. #experimentalfood #vegan #glutenfree #thanksgivingready https://www.instagram.com/p/CICcPEhBv39/?igshid=1jphcg6tbepii

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"For when you gaze long into the abyss...The abyss gazes also into you." Friedrich Nietzsche #mirrors #abyss #mood https://www.instagram.com/p/CC-fTqKHUH-/?igshid=1wqgdvs80yz2k

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Behind a Book Day 3: Treasure Books have always been treasures to me, especially when in school I was only allowed one a week. They were a rare and cherished commodity. Books provided a world of comfort to me. I don't consume them as much as I used to regrettably, but they are still worth the world to me. #childhoodweekevent2020 #childhood #childhoodweek #runningbehind #books #treasure #junechallenge #hidingbehindabook https://www.instagram.com/p/CB2UeHsByep/?igshid=1uhke6i7swapi

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Clean Clothes & Fresh Dirt Day 2: Fresh Always a messy child. No matter how neat I started my day, I was messy within hours. Ribbon undone, braids falling out of place, clothes dirty and wrinkled. Still a mess in some ways. Always ready to play in dirt. There's just something soothing about the earth. #childhoodweekevent2020 #childhoodweek #letsgetdirty #fresh #messychildren #stillamess #instachallenge #junechallenge https://www.instagram.com/p/CBzVEU5nZNv/?igshid=159gujhaz0rx5

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The Unspoken Pact Day 1: Pact Between sisters there's an unspoken pact, of friendship, care, love and presence. We lean on each other when needed, no questions asked. That never changes. @hsadiya has yelled at me plenty but has supported me regardless. #childhoodweek #childhoodweekevent2020 #artchallenge #instachallenge #challenge #childhood #children #sisters #junechallenge #pact https://www.instagram.com/p/CBu7yE9BiC4/?igshid=i8mb3c1zzlms

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Aren’t you tired Of those fires Set by the mind of liars? Aren’t you tired Of the tears Expelling frustrations and fears? Aren’t you tired From the screams That invade your dreams? Aren’t you tired? From the savagery Created from the heart of inhumanity? Aren’t you tired From washing away Those bloody hands every day? Aren’t you tired? Because I am. I am tired. I want to burn no more I want to cry no more I want to scream no more I want to hurt no more I want to bleed no more I want to be tired no more. #blacklivesmatter #wordsmatter https://www.instagram.com/p/CA6ksUOHxXW/?igshid=1ebeuha9som1d

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Setting the Sky on Fire. #mermay #mermay2020 #wacom2020 #settingtheskyonfire #alwayslate #sunset https://www.instagram.com/p/B_y80x7Hi4e/?igshid=iyzk5rr0co79

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The Archer #mermay2020 #mermay #thearcher #warrior https://www.instagram.com/p/B_trjqbHfxg/?igshid=979t250n08r1

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Falling Stars #mermay2020 #mermay #celebration #fallingstars https://www.instagram.com/p/B_s3-dqn_zU/?igshid=1p7ed5tua7x2y

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Dragonfruit Mango Cheesecake I'm actually proud that this turned out good. Haven't attempted cheesecake before and was afraid that the layers wouldn't settle right. When I bake something for the first time, it always comes with the fear of it not turning out like I imagine. Baking requires you to be precise, and is less forgiving with mistakes, so I often have to tell myself to not fret over the little cracks and glitches, and be creative with what I have. The crust could have been thicker, and I went through three different decorating efforts before settling on one. Luckily the imperfections aren't as visible and the final product made it worth the effort. #sometimesibake #dragonfruitmangocheesecake #whenthingsgoright #birthdaycakes https://www.instagram.com/p/B_jcavOH8_g/?igshid=1pdcco0vfirkr

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Choosing You - Chapter 6 (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/3NiT0c4d15 Caira has spend most of her life taking care of others, but when she is caught in a feud between two brothers will she finally choose herself?

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Chore

Dear You,

Smiling has become a chore. It’s something I have to do so they can’t see how I truly feel. How lonely I’ve become without you.

                                                                                                                  From Me

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Find Me

Dear You,

You always tell “Walk ahead. Don’t worry, I’ll come find you.” Yet every time I find myself standing alone. Standing alone, waiting. Waiting for you to come find me. You never come.

                                                                                                                  From Me

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Borrowed Heart

Dear You,

Even though you didn’t really have the intention of lending me your heart, I’m keeping it. Just for a little while. Only till you find someone to give it away to.

                                                                                                                  From Me