how did your barak/gashir opinion change?
asldkgajlsdkg OH GOD. okay it’s not so much that my garak/bashir opinion changed as that the transformation that i was talking about—garak goes from cynically viewing bashir as a bargaining chip to treating him as a sorta scary friend!—happens in like……. four episodes, so it’s not… it’s not what one would call the defining movement of the relationship
whereas with utena and anthy it is an AGONIZING WHOLE-SHOW ENDEAVOR and also anthy’s trust issues are much more complicated and more complicatedly… like, not subjective, actively justified, linked to our understanding of the world within rgu; er, i don’t know what i’m trying to say here, but anthy learning to trust IS the revolution and it kind of rewrites reality accordingly, right
but garak has his intellectual beliefs about stuff and his lasting hindbrain reaxx, and neither of those set the terms of his relationship with bashir in the long term, a ton of other external factors do that. so… blah blah blah. it’s a whole thing. at this point i’m mostly interested in the external factors, because in many ways garak is quite static, or at least it’s a 1-2 jump from potential to awkward realization, with him.
i am glad i waited until 1am to write this. i’m not making fun of you for ‘barak/gashir’ because that is what the ship is filed under in my heart.