You always tell me its not your fault.
You should make t-shirts and signs. Its your motto after all.
Its not your fault. Apparently it never is.
Was it your senior quote?
Do you tell yourself that until you fall asleep?
Its not your fault that you spread lies about me.
Its not your fault you ruined my friendships.
Its not your fault that you can’t keep your mouth shut.
When I keep all of your secrets it isn’t your fault you couldn’t keep a few for me.
Its not your fault that you make promises as easy as inhaling and break them like you exhale.
Its not your fault that for some reason I still trust you.
No matter what goes on, you have one response memoried that cleanses you of guilt.
Its not your fault.
Its not your fault I walked away the first time.
Its always me isn’t it?
I think I’m done letting go of everything that isn’t your fault.
Because it was you all along.
It has always been your fault whether you are able to accept or not.
And I can’t hear you say it one more time.
No. This time.
Its all your fucking fault.
And the only one who can’t see it is you.