#almostapoetry

[coffeexieyee]

I now understand why God has given me such problems, why he gave me these pain and heartaches, why he gave me countless heartbreaks. Now I know why, it is because he is preparing me for a battle, a battle that I know I can’t handle if I am not strong enough to face it. He is molding me, he is making me strong before giving me what I deserve, which is my happiness to be served.

[coffeexieyee]

Crying, cause it hurts.

Crying, cause it makes me sad.

Crying, cause I am not enough.

Sorry, I asked too much.

[coffeexieyee]

I am willing to endure the pain, even if I don`t have nothing to gain, even if I am soak in a heavy rain, even if I strain myself and faint, even if they closed the train, even if my shirt get stain, don`t worry it will just drain, and I will never complain, even if I am detained by a chain, my ankle garnered a sprain, even if I go insane, and you caused my brain to bane. You are my love, I ordain. I maybe pale and plain but  I am humane. You will definitely reign, I obtain. You give meaning to my life, colors to my soul but bloodstain in my heart. But I don`t mind, just stay germane then sustain me with your sweetest smile and maintain to be fain. Please don`t detain, I might become inane. Just look at me even if your eyes are strain. Hear my words, listen to my heart beat, next carve it slowly in your brain. "I love you" Infinitely, your name will never be replace, my beautiful, lovely Jane

almostapoetry

[coffeexieyee]

Is it wrong to dream about a perfect love life? A romantic relationship and wished for that perfect guy who will look at your negative flaws into positive? I just want to have a life, spend with the person who will take care of me when I feel so fucked up all by myself. I want someone who will treasure me like I am the most important thing in his world. I just want to be happy. I want to feel love. Why can`t I have it?

almostapoetry

[coffeexieyee]

DAMN! I WAS FOOLED AGAIN BY THIS STUPID HEART OF MINE!

almostapoetry

[coffeexieyee]

She does not want to wear fancy dress.

She never had glamorous jewelries around her wrists and neck.

She never wants to be one of those squad girls in town,

rather she wants to be alone and read the books she loves.

She does not want to caught any attention,

cause she knows, when they set there eyes on her, they`ll judge her.

Their scary, threatening and malicious eyes.

She felt being harassed just the way they looked at her.

She is no beauty.

She can`t talk much, she has no confidence.

She is not scared of the world but she fears what is inside of it. Humans.

She fears her own self. 

But she believes that if she will trust, love and care for 

herself. It will not betray her. 

Instead it will be a shield to protect her

from dangerous creatures, from the judgements in her society

that she is living in everyday.

[coffeexieyee]

Be tough, no one`s gonna hurt you. I promise.

almostapoetry

[coffeexieyee]

This is the end of something when it`s bewitched by a beautiful thing

The Descendants of the Sun