There has been no greater pain that he has discovered than a hand shoving its way through your chest, nails scraping against the sides of a sensitive heart. The action is breathtaking, and with the actual abduction of the muscular organ, it would be considered excruciating. That is, if everything wasn't numb and dull without the presence of the heart-- a particular body part that allows more feeling than the brain. Everything looks different when you're being forced to do actions and speak phrases to the everyday folk that you usually speak to around Storybrooke. Lying straight to the faces of those who have grown to care about you. It agonized him that he couldn't push through the control to utter his predicament to someone, but he knew the thought unwise-- his heart would be crushed into ashes within seconds if he ever were to manage such a thing. So he'll smile like the abductor wants him to, the infamous grin of sparkling white teeth that Killian's face was accustomed to, though the mischievous twinkle that sparked in his baby blue eyes didn't glisten; perhaps the only thing that would indicate to anyone that something was off about the boy.
He thought he had done his best to avoid the one person that he couldn't stand lying to, and yet she had graced his sight without him realizing that she was near. If he had proper emotion, he would recognize that she looks exceptionally beautiful today-- like a gem in the right lighting. He keeps the smile, though disheartened that he is seeing her so close-- interacting with her while he has no reign over his heart. Nonetheless, he utters words through a haze of his voice, though it doesn't hold his usual zeal. "What can I do for you, Milady?"