#alpha!jaskier

[omegageralt]

Omega Geralt likes hanging around with tiny Alpha Jaskier because sometimes people mistake Jaskier’s scent for his. There’s fewer questions if people think he’s an Alpha.

[etcorsolus]

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Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: mentioned Lambert, Mentioned Vesemir, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, i guess, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Mating, Mating Bites, Mating Bond, Polyamory, Polyamory Negotiations, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, There is Comfort Though, I promise Summary:

For @ssleif for the Witcher Bog's holiday exchange, I hope you enjoy it!

In which, Geralt learns what love means.

The completed story is up now!

@thewitcherbog

[clown-of-rivia]

Alpha Jaskier - (sad) AU idea

Alphas, although incredibly rare, are seen as stupid, dangerous and animalistic. They're only good as low ranking soldiers or hard labour.

Jaskier's parents were ashamed and furious to have an alpha son in a family of omegas. Omegas are seen as intelligent, cultured, refined, beautiful, and perfect. Everything a noble should be.

When he started to grow and his shoulders got broader his parents ordered them wrapped to hide it and hopefully hinder his growth, even breaking his collarbone. He wasnt allowed to do sport because they were afraid he would be found out if he won or hurt another kid, and bulk up more. They were scared his 'alpha instincts' might take over.

So they forced music and refined omega skills on him. He was told to speak softly, walk quietly, and hide who he is at all costs.

He endured years of abuse. His alpha canines were filed down when they came out, his shoulders bound, feet put in too small shoes, put in restricting clothes to make him appear smaller and forced him to walk hunched. At 15 he unintentionally released his scent around an omega. He was beaten half to death and kept in the stable for being 'a mindless animal'.

He was punished severely if he did anything 'alpha' like run or climb a tree or laugh out loud. He grew to hate himself and soon the shame and fear his parents felt for him he felt for himself too.

Years later Jaskier travels alone. He kept to the arts as his parents wanted but couldn't live in Oxenfurt anymore in fear of himself and others. He takes very heavy suppressants a sorceress gave him to hide his nature, still binds his shoulders and wears wrong clothes when going into a town.

He goes to great lengths to hide his shame. But then Geralt happened. Geralt and his eyes that see too much and his nose that smells too much.

When asked why he tries to hide his second gender Jaskier denied it but his heart raced with panic and his face burned with shame.

But then Jaskier got cornered by a Griffin and nearly torn to shreds. As Geralt took off his bloodied clothes to assess the damage and tend to his wounds he saw the scars and deformities to his body caused by years of damage.

Witchers know all about their bodies being taken and changed as children. They know about shame and discrimination. But at least they had each other. Geralt vows to make Jaskier see himself for what he is. An alpha, tall, strong, and quick, but also beautiful, smart, kind, and talented.

[funkzpiel]

Drift

So the original prompt had been lovely, utterly lovely, and asked for Alpha!Jaskier using his nature to help Geralt take care of himself (i.e. using his voice, body language, touch, etc. to help persuade Geralt to eat, drink, sleep, rest, etc.) and I LOVED IT and I sat down to WRITE IT and then whatever the fuck this is happened instead… I’m not sure how it spiraled away from me so vastly or how to even quite describe what it turned into, haha. So I’m keeping the original prompt in my rolodex, cause I’d like to try again per the asker’s original idea some time - but for now, have 13 pages of whatever the hell my non-stop headache managed to put together below…

warning: contains abo dynamics, however, literally focuses solely on the dynamic between Alpha/Omega. Does not contain smut. What has happened to me?

Also available to read on AO3

Little girl, little girl ~ don’t lie to me; Tell me where did you sleep last night?

In the pines, in the pines ~ where the sun never shines; Shivered the whole night through

- In the Pines

“Someone spotted your witcher out by the wood. He’s in a right state. No one’s brave enough to go near’em.”

Those had been the words of the messenger who had tracked Jaskier down at the inn, sent by the alderman. Jaskier had been prepared to go out into the rain and find a soggy, grumpy witcher. But “a right state” didn’t even begin to cover it.

It was raining. Of course it was raining, Jaskier thought petulantly as he braved the weather to find his witcher. It was easy to hide behind his griping. Easier to whine about the cold and the wet than to think too heavily on the messenger’s words: “No one’s brave enough to go near’em.”

He found Geralt at the tree line, as promised. There were at least six trees that had fallen victim to the man, carved up in great hacking lines that bore no pattern or reason. Just vicious, gaping wounds that oozed sap and frayed bark. Weeping splinters atop their roots. Geralt was busy carving up another tree. He was using his steel sword. It kept getting caught in the bark, the blade not made for slipping free of wood as easily as it cleaved flesh or bone. Every time it snagged, Geralt would snarl, shoulders heaving as he yanked it free and attacked again, each time without any of the finesse expected from a witcher. So he wasn’t practicing; not that he should be, so fresh from a hunt.

Jaskier could tell from afar that the man was exhausted. He could hear wheezing in his heaving breaths, see the way his armor struggled to make room for each inhale. His shoulders were low, his arms heavy. He didn’t move his feet more than he had to, instead forcing his hips and thighs to bear the weight of his movements, his attacks. His skin was pale and sickly, and even with the potions having faded off, his veins still showed through his skin like silvery cobwebs.

Something must have gone wrong, there was nothing else to it. Jaskier had seen Geralt like this before. Witchers by nature and grooming were not the most expressive people. They did not know how to tolerate any pain that was not physical. That usually meant their distress got channeled into outlets such as this: calculated violence. As if that stress and that emotion could be worked out of the body like a knot from sore muscles. Each blow exhausted him, each strike winded him – but it kept his mind off whatever had happened. Focused on movement, on the swing of his sword, the angle of the blade’s descent.

Jaskier leaned against the fench a short way from the snarling witcher, elbows braced atop its warped wooden rail. He’d let the witcher tire himself out, that tended to be the best move to make in this particular dance. He’d watch, be there when Geralt—

Jaskier’s thoughts came to a grinding halt as Geralt’s sword buried itself deep into the wood of his victim, then snapped with a clang that rang out like a song in one long, mournful note. The air drew sharp and electric, and Jaskier felt himself tense like an animal suddenly all too keen that a predator was nearby and on the prowl. Water trickled down the slope of his nose, under his collar, between his shoulder blades. He shuddered, eyes fixed on the witcher. Geralt stumbled with the force of the sudden break, and for a moment Jaskier thought that had done it, that had been the last straw of the witcher’s stamina. He waited for the man to fall to his knees. For an opening to go to him, gather him up and help him home. But instead Geralt drew himself up, sides heaving as he panted like an overrun horse, and held the broken sword up so he might better admire the damage.

The metal that remained attached to the hilt was jagged and short. It glimmered weakly, its runes in shambles, its use outlived. Magic popped and crackled along the blade in fits and bursts like a death rattle until finally Geralt tossed it aside – a sneer curling his lip, exposing his teeth. He stood still, like a rock in the middle of a raging river, head down as he glared at the broken sword among the grass. Jaskier prepared to walk to him, guide his exhausted witcher back to the inn, only to freeze when a wounded sound split the air with the same viciousness as Geralt’s sword had split the tree.

The bard’s eyes darted further into the tree line, looking for the source of that animalistic sound – then shot back to Geralt who was moving now, fast as a whip, fist colliding with the tree. Leaves fell, casting him in a veil of baby green leaves and spring petals as the force of the blow shook even a tree as thick as his victim to its core. But the sound, the sound had Jaskier shivering. Wet and fleshy. Geralt’s knuckles – gods above –

Geralt didn’t stop. He reared back, struck again, that howl that had sent icy dread down Jaskier’s spine tumbling from his lips, from behind his teeth, from deep inside his chest. Snarling and blind, Geralt punched again, and again, the sound of his knuckles impacting worsening each time. Jaskier heard a snap and finally that broke the trance that sight had cast upon him, wide-eyed and fawn-legged. He leapt the fence with more grace than he thought himself capable of. Long legs crossed the field, willowy and lithe, and although he knew he was in fact moving quickly, everything felt slow and distant.

“Geralt!” He shouted but could not hear his own words. The rain suddenly worsened, pelted him, as if each sheet might hold him back from his goal single handedly. Geralt either didn’t hear him or did not deign to listen. Petals and leaves kept tumbling down around him in bursts, decorating his hair, littering his armor. Haloing him with life as he raged. Striking, again and again, slap, slap, slap – “Geralt, stop!”

The words came out in a boom, slicing through the rain like a thunderclap.

Jaskier managed to catch the man by the bicep on his backswing, and even through his armor the bard could felt the whipcord tautness of the man’s muscles – the way he held himself, still yearned to strike, but neither relaxed nor continued. Vibrating like a hound snarling at the bit, waiting for the command to launch itself forward and maul its target.

Geralt wouldn’t look at him. His eyes were fastened on the tree, his jaw clenched so tight Jaskier swore he could hear the groaning of his bones, plaintive and grinding. A muscle was leaping in his cheek. His pupils were blown wide, so black and so large that only a thin sliver of amber remained. But he stopped.

He stopped.

Jaskier didn’t enjoy having to use that trick on Geralt – his voice. It was the equivalent of taking Geralt’s choice from him, his autonomy, and while once upon a time Jaskier used to look on such things with rose-colored glasses and nostalgic ideas of romance and “the way of things”, it wasn’t until he met Geralt that he learned that his voice was a very powerful, very painful thing. A tool easily manipulated into a tactic for control rather than kindness; control disguised as comfort. He was no master. Geralt was no pet.

The thought of trying to control something as untamable, as wild and beautiful as his witcher, made him shiver sickly.

No, he had long ago told himself he’d never use it. Yet here he was, the words tumbling so forcefully from his lips without a second thought. A command. Stop.

Geralt kept thrumming beneath his touch, every inch of him shaking. Trembling so finely that were he made of the fine edges and dangling trinkets of a wind chime, he’d be singing faintly. His nostrils were flared, every breath coming out in a huge, heaving plume from each. From his throat and beneath the falling hush of the storm, Jaskier caught the sound of something strangled emitting from the witcher. Lodged tight and captured behind his teeth; a moan, a whine, a snarl, a plea.

Help.

Jaskier hated to use it. It had been a problem in the beginning – his voice. What it stood for, what it meant, what it took away. A problem that took no small amount of effort to work through. Jaskier had been chock-full of all these ideas and notions of what it meant to be an Alpha, what it meant to have an Omega. The bard had built up this fantasy in his head of what that would look like. How he would coddle them, protect them, nest with them, because that was what an Alpha was meant to do. It took time to pull that structure apart in his mind. To rebuild on healthier foundations, all from scratch. Once or twice he thought Geralt would leave him. The Omega was too wild, too free. Every archaic tradition made him buck like a stallion refusing the bit and saddle. In the beginning, it had been infuriating. Frustrating. Offensive, even. Now…

Jaskier had been so blind. He had seen Geralt as something unique to be tamed rather than the truth – there was only one true way to love, regardless of secondary gender, and it was through respect, communication, and the understanding that tradition was a construct, not a rule.

Geralt stayed. They worked through it. Together, they rebuilt that house in Jaskier’s mind, in both of their minds. They made concessions, they navigated the dark together and created a language all their own with which to define what it meant to have a mate, to be an Alpha or an Omega. And one of those concessions had been simple and clear: do not try to own me or control me. Do not use biology against me.

I am a person, not a conquest.

Jaskier had used it. His voice. But he couldn’t watch Geralt do that to himself. Guilt curled coolly in his guy, greasy and sneering. But it was done. It was done.

“I’m sorry,” Jaskier said, voice raised over the howl of the wind and the rain, but normal. Unaffected, powerless. Pleading. “I didn’t mean to… but your hands, Geralt, gods above, you wouldn’t stop.”

Geralt’s pupils contracted ever so slightly, that mad expanse of black thinning with every word that reached him. His heaving exhales turned into something shaky and stuttered, and finally Geralt blinked. He let Jaskier guide his arm down, slim hands reaching for his pale and quaking one. His knuckles – Geralt hissed, the pain finally registering as he caught sight of them – were torn to shreds. Swollen, broken and bleeding despite the rain that ran over them. Bark stuck out in places. Stung. Geralt groaned, nearly whined, before he caught it behind his teeth and swallowed it down with a grimace of distaste. His hand was shaking harder now in Jaskier’s.

The longer he was still, the more Jaskier saw that panic – that frenzy – begin to take root again. Spreading like vines and weeds that filled Geralt’s eyes, blinding him, choking him. Overwhelmed. Amber eyes drifted from the wreckage of the tree slowly, slowly to Jaskier’s face. And for a man as stoic as Geralt, with expressions so minute and so fleeting, Jaskier looked at him and saw nothing but shattered glass, buried beneath the thin line of his lips, the little wrinkled dip of his brows, the unfocused haze of his eyes. Lost.

“Geralt?” Jaskier asked, his heart throbbing painfully against his ribs in great, crushing pulses, “Are you with me?”

Geralt clenched his jaw tighter. His pupils expanded. Something flickered – wild and animal-like – in the lines of his body and the tense edges of his bones. Feral and bewildered because his mad fight with the trees hadn’t worked as it should. It had exhausted him, broken him – and yet whatever had caused the panic remained with nowhere left to go.

His gaze strayed back toward the tree. In Jaskier’s hands, his own curled back into a fist even as he swayed on his feet, all color leeched from his skin – drenched and wrecked.

“No,” Jaskier said, softly but firmly. It drew the witcher back to him. Had the man stepping closer, pressing into his space. Drawn to the confidence of his tone. “Tell me what you want. How to help. Anything… just not that. No more. Please.”

Geralt said nothing, but in Jaskier’s palms and the cradle of his fingers, the witcher’s fist went slack. Trembling and bloody. Jaskier nodded at that, tried to think of how far the inn was without looking – too afraid to lose Geralt by breaking eye contact.

“How can I help?” He repeated, but Geralt just grimaced as though Jaskier had suggested plucking his nails from their nailbeds. He was searching for words that the School of the Wolf had never given him, Jaskier realized. So he asked instead, “What happened?”

All at once, Geralt’s pupils contracted to thin slits, then expanded all over again – worse – eclipsing all but the thinnest ring of amber at their edges. As though an electric current had gone through the man, he stiffened. A noise grew and choked him. Jaskier reached up to grasp the back of his neck on instinct and instinct alone, the call to soothe him too great to resist despite their many conversations. It went beyond tradition now. It was a bone-deep need, irresistible. His fingers dug into the witcher’s neck. Urged him down the scant few inches of difference between them until Geralt’s forehead rested against his own, white hair running into brown beneath the rain. Geralt huffed against him, a soft, relieved little sound, and his eyes flickered shut. Ever so slightly, his shoulders slackened, responding to that hand. Jaskier felt himself have to bear more of Geralt’s weight as the exhausted man leaned into him.

Geralt could have pulled away. He had before. But he didn’t.

“Does this help?” Jaskier asked.

The man keened, remained pliant in his hands.

“Do you want this?”

Another sound. Jaskier felt a plea of his own whimper past his lips, so desperately wanting to soothe – needing to soothe – and yet loathe to assume, to take advantage. Not when he had seen the wildness in Geralt’s eyes in those early days. Not when Geralt had asked for more than tradition dictates.

“I need a yes or no, Geralt,” Jaskier breathed, the plea nearly lost to the rain, “Please.”

Geralt shuddered under his hand, all the way down the length of his spine. His jaw worked at something, huffed helplessly, then finally wheezed, “Yes,” like a death rasp. Needing nothing more, that knot of dread in Jaskier’s stomach unraveled – curling out into long, winding tendrils of instinct that directed his limbs thoughtlessly. His hand on Geralt’s neck squeezed a little tighter and a purr rumbled in his chest at the sight of how that little gesture had made Geralt’s eyes soften, relax.

It was like finally flexing a muscle he hadn’t moved in a very long time – a need he hadn’t realized had gone unanswered for so long. Jaskier’s bones thrummed pleasantly at the sight of his Omega – Geralt – responding to him so openly. It wasn’t just that he was feeding into his instincts. There was a level of trust there. A bond that went unsaid. He had no doubt that Geralt would have slunk into the woods by now, fangs gleaming and eyes wild, if he didn’t want Jaskier to touch him, help him.

That was enough.

“Ok,” he said in a hush against the crown of Geralt’s brow. He inhaled the scent of the witcher – rain, blood, Geralt. Then he dipped into the waters of his nature that he had abstained from for so very, very long. He used his voice. “You’re going to follow me to the Inn.”

Geralt nodded, brow still against his, and beneath Jaskier’s hands the bard felt a shiver run through the witcher – electric and pleasant. When he was sure the man would obey, he let his hand leave Geralt’s neck, instead weaving one arm around his own neck so their sides were as flush as possible. Geralt burrowed as closely as possible, and the longer they walked, the more he found the witcher leaning into him not purely for the pleasure of touch alone. Geralt was exhausted. From the contract, from whatever had gone wrong, from his rage at the tree line.

He wouldn’t have made it home alone, Jaskier realized. He might not have even tried. That realization made something strange and uncomfortable twist dreadfully in a place that had never quite twisted before. Geralt was hardly his first partner, Omega or otherwise. Hardly his first trial with instincts.

But never had he felt this; this keen understanding that his Omega was just a man, and that despite every stereotype that insisted that a ‘good Alpha’ could protect one’s mate by will alone, he could not protect Geralt from anything. He could not protect him from this, from his Path.

He could only be there to help him home.

“Witcher,” the alderman exclaimed at the sight of him the moment they returned to the inn, but one look from Jaskier – sharp and feral, daring the man to come closer – had him pause. It was the growl that followed, making Geralt shiver in his grasp, that sealed the deal. It was apparent then and there the man had not even considered Jaskier might be anything more than a Beta. Whether it was from disorientation or surprise or a keen understanding that to push any further would be to invite a fight, the alderman merely said, “Apologies. It can wait.”

Jaskier didn’t realize he had been baring on pearly incisor, lip curled, until he managed to guide Geralt up the stairs and back to their room. He sat Geralt on the bed and when he realized the man would not look him in the eye, he forced his expression, his body language, into something open and familiar rather than bristled and tight as it had become the moment the alderman had tried to conduct business with them.

The village leader wanted to know the status of their contract. Jaskier knew this. Knew that the intent had been benign, one born of fear and concern for his people. But what about Jaskier’s people? What about Geralt? How had the man not known right away that now was not the time? He turned away lest Geralt see how even so much as thinking about it affected him.

Jaskier wanted so badly to ask what had happened. He had seen Geralt return from missions in a variety of states: pleased, exhausted, annoyed, covered in guts, clean as a whistle – and he’d even seen the man fail before. But never like this. Geralt sat on the edge of the bed like a man numbed from a blizzard, still and pliant, eyes staring. It was a drastic change from the feral thing he had found at the tree line, and Jaskier still didn’t know if it was an improvement or something worrisome. The white wolf’s hands quaked on his lap – bloodied, splintered and swollen – and Jaskier decided there was no better place to start than that, once he got the man into dry clothing.

“Let’s get your armor sorted out,” Jaskier mumbled, automatically going to work on the man’s many straps and buckles with the efficiency of the practiced, peeling him apart piece by sodden piece until nothing but a thin, whipcord tight witcher remained. Geralt just let him do it. No grumbling, no grunts, no protests. The bard felt sick, off-kilter.

Jaskier took care to set his swords against the nightstand where he could easily reach them, then to set his armor in the corner in the way he had seen Geralt do many times before. All the while, the witcher didn’t stir. He just sat there, similar to the way he meditated. Distant, detached. Drifting. There, and yet not.

Jaskier dipped into the other room to heat the water he had already ordered be drawn long before his trip into the storm – knowing Geralt would want it when he returned and eager to remove at least this from Geralt’s plate. He let it heat as he returned to the witcher.

“Stay there, Geralt,” Jaskier said idly, the words tumbling from his lips on instinct as he fetched first a stool, then the medical kit from Geralt’s pack and began setting up beside the bed. He placed the stool between the weak spread of the witcher’s knees and automatically placed one hand across the span of one thick thigh and squeezed as he navigated his way around the witcher’s kit. Geralt’s breathing steadied ever so slightly and without looking Jaskier rumbled softly, pleased, “Good, Geralt. Very good. You’re doing so good for me.”

Jaskier and Geralt had played with the merits of praise before. The bard knew firsthand that the witcher was utterly starved of it, that it was an easy way to twist the wolf around his finger and get him howling. But this was different. These were no mere words meant to rile up an affection-starved, stoic cut of stone of a witcher. This was so much more.

Genuine praise for a man who knew not how to ask for help, and yet in his own way was asking for it. Because while Jaskier had made his concessions with Geralt, he had asked for some of his own as well. That was the core of relationships: give and take. I will not pester you, I will not control you, but in return please trust me. Please come to me when you need shelter, no matter the circumstances. Let me anchor you in the storm.

Praise for a promise kept against the witcher’s every independent instinct, giving into a nature he had struggled against the image of for so long. For his health. Because he trusted Jaskier.

Geralt seemed to melt somewhat, the stiff line of his spine curving gently beneath the weighty blanket of Jaskier’s words and touch. The bard did his best to keep at least one hand on the man at all times as he went through the delicate process of cleaning the wolf’s knuckles and bloodied fingernails, plucking splinters and wooden shrapnel from his skin, and applying ointment and sterile wrappings. Murmuring in low tones, so close to his voice but not quite, how good the witcher was. How much he appreciated his trust.

In the cradle of the bard’s working hands, the witcher’s fingers slowly steadied but for the lightest, faintest tremor.

Already Geralt’s fragmented bones were reknitting beneath his tattered flesh; a taxing affair. Jaskier could see it in his eyes as a heady cloud of exhaustion began to overtake the man, but still Geralt fought it, too afraid to give in. Too afraid to loosen the steel trap that was his mind and open himself up to whatever had happened. Whatever haunted him from the woods. Jaskier’s mouth pulled into a taut, concerned line.

“Alright, up now. Out of your smalls and into the tub,” he said, the directions helping him as much as it did Geralt. He braced the witcher by the forearm as he obeyed, disrobing entirely with an eerie, distant slowness. Drifting. Drifting in the current of Jaskier’s voice, his direction. Drifting far away from the woods and whatever lay inside them.

Jaskier guided him to the tub. Eased him in, singing soft praises beneath his breath all the while – smooth and steady.

“That’a boy, Geralt, just like that. Keep your hands out of the water. I’ll handle the rest. Yes, good. So good,” he babbled, draping either of the witcher’s hands to hang over the rim on either side before taking a washcloth, lathering it with soap and beginning an intimately familiar habit. This he knew. This they both knew. In this, they had even, stable ground.

Geralt wasn’t terribly filthy, for once. However long he had spent in the downpour, it had done the trick of washing the evidence of the woods and the fight away. It was more a matter of warming and soothing the wolf now. Easing the tremors from the corded muscles of his shoulders, the tight lines of his arms. He washed his hair, digging his fingers into the man’s scalp gently, scrapping idly with his nails. In the mirror, he watched the witcher’s eyes begin to fall and hood. Dazed and heavy and drifting.

Jaskier had never thought he’d share a moment like this with Geralt. He’d help the man with his wounds before, of course. They’d learned ways to show their affections for one another. But this was different. Primal and organic, impossible to imitate or force. What he had always wanted, so very long ago…

He remembered once – one of their first arguments about their dynamics, back when they were both unpracticed in the art of loving one another – how viciously Geralt had sneered at him when Jaskier had described the way he was supposed to take care of the man, the Omega. Remembered the jagged cut of his teeth, the wildness of his eyes, so unlike the stories he had always been told as a boy about Omegas.

“Shall I swoon for you, too? Lay down and present right here like some animal in a field?” Geralt snarled, outrage breeding a tremor in his bones. Shaking him from somewhere deep the way earthquakes could rend great fissures in the ground.

“Is it really so terrible for me to want to take care of you!”

“You don’t need to take care of me, you like the idea of taking care of me. They all do, until the time comes – but no one wants to clean up after broken glass! You wouldn’t be taking care of an Omega, Jaskier. It wouldn’t be soft. It wouldn’t be a simple matter of building a nest and stroking my hair. You’d be taking care of a witcher. And that’s dangerous for everyone involved,” he roared, “I’m not some item on a checklist to cross off and prove that you’re an Alpha. Don’t debase me by trying. I’m not collateral in your identity.”

There was a wound there, somewhere, just as much as there was truth. It took time for Jaskier to see that, but he did, eventually. He learned to live without a checklist. Learned to bite his tongue when people mistook Geralt for the Alpha, Jaskier for the Omega. He found the beauty in a relationship established not by society, but by communication and trust. Slower to grow, but stronger for it, like a tree with roots that spread and spread and spread.

Roots that led them here – to the moment Jaskier could finally prove himself. Not as an Alpha, not to society, but to Geralt, as a partner. Prove that he was someone who could be relied on. Present and patient, without ulterior motivation. So he wouldn’t ask about the woods again, not while Geralt was like this. He wouldn’t take advantage, knowing that his voice could likely get him anything right now. The witcher was vulnerable, his every defense devoted to protecting his mind from himself.

So Jaskier would guide the man while he drifted until the witcher found his way home.

“Water’s cooling,” Jaskier murmured, rinsing the man’s hair carefully before brushing it back, looking Geralt in the eyes – searching. But the witcher wasn’t there. “Come on. Food, then bed. That’s all that’s left to do, Geralt, I promise. Almost done, you’re doing so well.”

He eased him out of the tub, sat him atop another stool. Toweled his hair – always so much whiter after washing, like freshly fallen snow – and brushed it out. Clothed him, double checked that his wrapped knuckles were still sterile and dry. He coaxed the witcher into eating a few strips of jerky from their packs and a glass of water, unwilling to leave the man alone to order food from the bar. Then, finally, he eased Geralt down unto the bed.

It was hard to navigate how much space to give. The Alpha in him bayed to plaster himself close, cover the man with his body – to protect him. But their arguments echoed in his head, replaying over and over. Was he betraying Geralt in doing this? Was he no better than any other Alpha? Was this right? Geralt’s pleading eyes from the tree line haunted him every time he closed his eyes.

He laid on his side, watching Geralt stare at the ceiling a few scant inches away.

“It’s done. Everything’s done. There’s nothing left to do, Geralt… Try and rest,” he finally said, giving the witcher the initiative to seek that rest however he saw fit – in Jaskier or otherwise. Geralt’s head slowly turned on his pillow then, gaze falling from the ceiling to land on Jaskier’s face. He stared, so far away despite the intimacy of the bed, until finally he blinked. His pupils contracted ever so slightly, focusing.

“Jaskier,” Geralt said.

“Yes,” the bard said, relieved and yet hesitant to hope. There was a long moment where it looked like the witcher was going to say something – eyes trailing across the room, no doubt wondering how they got there, how much time had passed. Instead those amber eyes just fell back on him. Was he mad, or—

Geralt turned onto his side so he might face the bard. He curled his hands between them, then reached until his bandaged hand could properly splay across the span of Jaskier’s chest – right atop his heart. He hummed, eyes closing as the witcher felt the tempo of the bard’s heart, Jaskier realized.

“You stayed.”

Jaskier felt his brow furrow, confused, and breathed, “Of course,” as if there were no other answer, no other possibility. Amber eyes bore into him for a long time. Then Geralt burrowed closer, only so close as to tuck his nose beneath Jaskier’s chin and into the hollow of his neck, and finally the witcher went lax.

Geralt had been right. It hadn’t been simple.

But it had been worth it.

Jaskier fell asleep at some point, the witcher tucked into his arms. One arm had fallen asleep, all numb and swollen feeling and promising the uncomfortable pinch of pins and needles when he finally freed the limb from Geralt. The witcher never stirred, not once, not until he woke.

When he did, he spoke into the long column of Jaskier’s throat, voice rough from shouting himself hoarse – no doubt in the woods.

“I didn’t get there in time,” Geralt finally said, lips chapped and brushing against Jaskier’s skin. Breath hot and steady. A shiver trailed down Geralt’s back beneath his hands, so he chased it with the warmth of his palms.

Jaskier closed his eyes. Now that he had Geralt back, the contract began to return to him. Something about a beast in the woods. Missing children.

Children.

I didn’t get there in time.

“But… the alderman said the children had returned from the wood,” Jaskier asked. He had been certain that’s what the messenger had relayed to him when he came to tell Jaskier about the raging witcher at the edge of the wood.

Under his chin, Geralt swallowed dryly – but when he spoke, the words followed as cool and detached as ever. Clinical and distant.

“Not all of them.”

Distance was entering the man’s voice again. Geralt had told him, once, on a particularly drunken night, about what happened when a witcher failed a contract. If he was lucky, he got to keep the upfront deposit. If he was marginally less lucky, he didn’t get paid.

Generally, he got run out of town. Stoned. Spat on. Cursed.

Geralt knew what lay ahead. It wouldn’t matter that he had saved some of the children. Wouldn’t matter that the beast was dead. Only pain lay ahead. Pain on top of the knowledge that he had failed. Disrespect on top of the memories of those little bodies and whatever had been done to them.

And Jaskier hadn’t a clue what to say. What was there to say. That it wouldn’t happen like that? Surely they couldn’t blame him when he had been the only one brave another or skilled enough to try? No villager would have done better and Jaskier didn’t think any other witcher would have had any more luck either. But that wouldn’t matter to Geralt. Any explanation, any pardon would wilt in the man’s hand, fall away to dust.

Respect for a witcher tended to go hand in hand with their successes, and it would appear that rule had bled into Geralt’s bones like marinade into meat, stewing and soaking until the man’s own self-respect obeyed the same principle.

Jaskier worked his jaw, searching for words, but nothing came. His years of education, his grasp of language, his every beautiful string of words – all of it felt stale and worthless before the witcher’s grief. Children were dead.

Jaskier held Geralt closer, buried his nose into the witcher’s hair, and hummed deep in his chest where the witcher might feel it against the splay of his hands and the tight curl of his body. The grief was Geralt’s to hold, who was he to belittle or speak it away? All he could do was share it. Be present for it.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered into Geralt’s hair. He felt the wolf let out a hushed breath against his throat, as though he had been holding it for some time. Geralt didn’t respond. He also didn’t pull away. He had been waiting for Jaskier to leave, the bard realized.

No one likes picking up after broken glass. Liable to get cut.

They stayed like that, together – the room silent, yet so full.

[LINE BREAK]

They dozed most of that morning. Jaskier let Geralt lead. After all, who better to navigate those waters than the man who had navigated them before. It was not his place to take it away, nor to numb it from the witcher’s mind. He did made himself present, and quickly realized that’s all Geralt ever wanted all along.

Eventually the witcher dressed. Jaskier thought they would go to the alderman next, but instead Geralt led them out of the village, back to the tree line. He never told the bard not to follow. In fact, he walked quite close to Jaskier all the while. It wasn’t until they returned to the edge of the forest – the bark scarred by Geralt’s outburst – that the witcher finally stopped, momentum faltered.

The bard looked from the woods to the witcher, confused, and asked, “Do you… not remember the way, or…?”

“I remember,” Geralt said, one hand on Jaskier’s chest just as he had done that morning – anchoring himself to the bard’s heartbeat. His gaze was firm if brittle, but he kept the bard’s gaze as he said, “You need to stay here.”

For the first time since Geralt had returned him, there in that inn bed, curled tight to his chest, Jaskier found that instinct to control rearing its head again. He had only just got the witcher back. The thought of losing him to that haze again made his gut clench violently. His eyes fell to the gloves that hid sterile white bandages, pain hidden beneath heavy armor and duty.

He could not stop himself from arguing.

“Oh no, Geralt, I’m not sending you back into there alone after last night, there’s no way,” he babbled, his own gaze turning a touch frantic at the thought, but Geralt just eased a hand to the back of Jaskier’s neck and squeezed – once – to get his attention.

“There are some things only a witcher should see, Jaskier.”

Ah. It was bad then. Messy.

It won’t be like caring for an Omega. You’ll be caring for a witcher.

The sound of Geralt punching the trees, splitting his knuckles, breaking his bones – all of it – echoed in Jaskier’s ears, running over him like a winter chill. But for a witcher, there were simply some things an Alpha couldn’t do… Some things they could not be protected from.

“You don’t have to do this alone,” Jaskier tried. His eyes drifted to the trees. To their long shafts and shifting branches and dappled shadows, all swaying so innocently, so invitingly. Those children had been lured in by much the same innocence. They had played in the wood, in those trees. Fetched berries for their mothers and kindling for their fathers. Somewhere, back behind those pleasant bows of grass and gentle curves of oak, there were bodies. Small, fragile little bodies. Jaskier shivered.

And Geralt wanted to go alone.

The Alpha in him bared its teeth and paced the cage of his self control, looking for any gap in the bars, any sign of warping or fatigue. Gods above, did he feel fatigued. But Geralt’s warning rang like a bell in his mind and realized, finally, the truth beneath Geralt’s bristling and snarling and feralness: most Alpha’s didn’t want to stick around with someone they could not protect, could not control. A witcher’s Alpha had to be a man willing to go against instinct. It was no easy ask. Obviously, Geralt had been left before.

No one wants to pick up after broken glass that they cannot protect, cannot prevent from breaking. Picking up finer and finer shards, all so sharp and piercing, cutting up their fingers until they could hold on no longer. Dangerous for everyone, Geralt had said.

“I told you it wouldn’t be easy, Jaskier,” Geralt broached with surprising gentleness. With understanding. He was waiting for this to be too much. Braced for it. Expecting it.

Jaskier let his shoulders slump as he found himself at the crossroads Geralt had always known their relationship was leading to. Could Jaskier handle this – handle fighting his instinct to protect – knowing that there was no protecting a witcher?

I told you it wouldn’t be easy.

His career had not been easy. Leaving home and financial security and the royal safety net of his birth right had not been easy. Going against expectations and becoming a bard rather than head of household had not been easy. Loving Geralt had not been easy.

Difficulty was not synonymous for worth or regret.

The bard ran a hand through his hair, looking around, then finding a suitable stump he plopped down with bardly grace, crossed his legs, and said, “Nothing worth having ever is,” with a beatific smile.

The witcher stilled, eyes ever so slightly wide, and stared at him – stunned. Behind him, the trees swayed lovingly. Petals and leaves danced between them, carried on an unknown current. Drifting.

Geralt opened his mouth at that, then closed it – at a loss for words, not that he ever had been a man of many words at all. He looked out over the village, over the inevitable. He’d return to that village soon enough. He’d tell them of the fate of the children who hadn’t come home. And more than likely, he’d be run out of town – and Jaskier with him. Geralt was at a crossroads of his own: could he bear to let someone carry the burden of their scorn with him, knowing they deserved none of it?

Jaskier watched, waited – let Geralt lead.

After a long, searching moment, the witcher clenched his jaw and nodded before finally disappearing into the wood without him.

It took time to bury the dead. Time to make sure they were buried deep enough to be protected from ghouls or anything else that might dig them up for an easy snack. Time to transfer their little bodies from the scarred nook of woods infected with their fear and their death to somewhere deserving of little bodies to be put to rest. To honor their graves with rock markers and holy candles and incense to ward away any creature that might try to make an easy snack of them so early after their deaths. Time, and great care, and all the while Jaskier waited patiently because Geralt, in his own way, had promised to return if he promised to stay.

Petals danced. The woods whispered a hushed lullaby. And on the alter of Geralt’s table, he offered the only thing the witcher had ever asked for: in the face of every difficulty ahead, every non-conventional hurdle, every contradiction of instinct – Jaskier stayed.

Jaskier waited.

He stood only when a slim, broad shouldered figure appeared from the womb of the woods, solitary and wraith-like in that way wolves always seemed to appear when separate from their pack. He paused at the tree line, in that delicate state of existence between the wild and man; and seemed surprised to see Jaskier there. Surprised, Jaskier realized, but also relieved. Some unspoken tension seeped out from the man’s shoulders. Left him like a malicious spirit leaving cursed flesh, finally setting its victim free. His entire body language bespoke of a man finally breaching the surface of some vast, unknown lake.

Jaskier wondered how long he had been drowning.

“You stayed,” Geralt grunted. Stunted and unaccustomed to being proven wrong.

“When have I ever been conventional, Geralt?” Jaskier asked, unable to hold back the volume of his smile, the light of it, the relief. “Of course I stayed. You came back.”

Geralt shifted from foot to foot, obviously uncomfortable.

“I did,” was all he managed. And that was enough. That was everything.

Jaskier broached the gap between them and laced his fingers in dirty, grave-soil stained hands; all too aware that beneath those gloves were the bandages Geralt had let him apply when the witcher had been weak, vulnerable and wanting. A symbol of the concessions that bound them. He could not protect Geralt as his armor did. Could not show his care publicly like any normal Alpha might. No one might ever know, may not ever see. But for that price, for that payment, he could have what mattered. He could have what the witcher was too scarred, too wary to offer anyone else.

Yes, he thought as they walked hand in hand back to the village – ready to face the people’s ire together. It was much better to love the man than the idea.

Geralt was real, more solid and more vast than any concept of intimacy or love that Jaskier had ever conceived of as a boy.

Geralt was real, and he was wanting. That was enough. That was everything.

[aseriesoffunfortunateevents]

Omega!Geralt x Alpha!Jaskier

Of Torment and Tantalisation

[ Summary: When an old friend asks Geralt and Dandelion to come help solve a Doppler problem at Oxenfurt Academy, Geralt and Dandelion agree to come to their aid. Yet what Dandelion does not realize is that going to an Academy and staying there is not as easy for Geralt as it is for others.

Because an Academy is a school. And any fool knows only Alphas and Betas attend school]

Tags: A/B/O, Alpha!Jaskier, Omega!Geralt, Alpha!Dandelion, Slowburn, Shani, Dopplerproblems, Emotionally Constipated Geralt

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[thesmuttylibrary]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Geralt’s heat is early and the nearest town doesn’t have a whorehouse, so Jaskier figures he has to take care of his omega friend - if only Geralt wasn’t being so difficult about it.

[funkzpiel]

Omega Geralt sees Yennefer again and introduces her to Alpha Jaskier. Jaskier doesn't know her and sees her as a threat. He puffs himself up and clings to Geralt while growling at Yennefer. She's not scared in the slightest, she's actually fighting to not laugh. Meanwhile, Geralt is just facepalming.

Oh there is no doubt in my mind that Yennefer would take great pleasure in ruffling Jaskier's feathers the moment she realizes that the wispy bard (in comparison to Geralt) is not only an Alpha, but he's the WITCHER'S overprotective Alpha! As if Geralt needed protecting! She knows it bothers Jaskier just as much as it flusters Geralt (who does not know to deal with his protective Alpha at all and is generally just bewildered, because Witchers are not precisely your standard idea of omegas, he was not trained for this, how make bard calm the fuck down???).

Cue Yennefer giving them grief at any and every opportunity just to see Jaskier flash his teeth and preen like a peacock. And if that means Geralt begins to appear with more and more evidence of their bond -- braided hair, the constant scent of his Alpha, hickies and trinkets and generally just looking well rested beneath all that embarrassment -- well then good. Three birds with one stone.

She gets quality entertainment. Geralt gets taken care of. Jaskier gets to do those Alpha things he can't particularly do when it comes to protecting Geralt from his job and monsters.

Win, win, win; even if those dumb, dumb boys are too distracted and too stupid to see it that way.

[poledancingdinos]

Where we Love it Never Gets Dark - Chapter 11 (Flashback)

Pairing: Alpha!Eskel x Omega!OFC

Word count: 2398

Warnings: angst, references to abusive family life, corporal punishment, wounds, reference to dub-con with a prostitute

A/N: This scene takes place seven years before the story in Lettenhove. Jaskier is 18 and Rebekah is 13.

Catch up: Series Masterlist

Masterlist

Rebekah had been stuck in the kitchen all day since her father had caught her sword fighting with her brothers the day before. She had to be careful not to anger him for the rest of the week or she feared he would not let her see Julian when he returned to Lettenhove on Friday. The young viscount was coming home after more than a year in Oxenfurt at the academy and she could not have been more excited.

She had missed having her partner in crime around although she knew how happy he was to be studying at the Academy. He wrote to her often, talking about his growing skills as a composer and lyricist as well as his love for other academic subjects. He sometimes, being the ever growing romantic, also talked about a certain conquest that had recently broken his heart.

Rebekah had no illusions; she knew marrying the viscount would involve a great deal of mistresses, but she couldn't bring herself to care. As long as she was out of her father's home and that Julian remained as kind in his adulthood as he had been when growing up, her life would be satisfying enough.

The Pankratz family had organized a feast in honor of their only son returning to Lettenhove and she and her family were invited as guests of honor. The young girl dreaded being under the watchful eyes of all the nobility in Lettenhove and neighboring towns. Any faux pas might lead to one of her father’s “lessons” and she wanted to avoid it at all cost.

She was pulled from her thoughts when her brothers walked in, their loud voices filling the small room. Her two eldest brothers didn’t live in the family home anymore, having already gotten married to omegas of noble standing. Eryk, the youngest, was awaiting Julian’s return with as much impatience as she was. Lukasz was only a year older than Eryk and had also known Julian well.

"Are you looking forward to seeing your betrothed again, little sister?"

"I am looking forward to seeing Julian again, yes. I’ve missed having a sophisticated and educated alpha around."

Both the brothers gasped in mock offense, stealing chunks of food from her workstation. She sank a knife upright in the wooden work surface, less than an inch from Eryk’s hand.

"If you keep stealing all my vegetables this roast will be tasteless."

Eryk slowly removed his hand, taking an apple from the pantry instead. They sat at the small table, enjoying their snack as they kept their sister company. They knew how much it displeased her to be stuck doing housework but wouldn’t dare speak up to their father about it. Eryk had done so twice as they grew up and both times had resulted in his worst beatings of his short life. The second had left him with a nasty scar across his ribcage from a particularly violent hit of a leather strap. When asked about it, Eryk had given a vague story about falling out of a hay loft and Rebekah had never discovered the truth. All four brothers were taught to believe that a woman’s duty was to cook, clean and submit though they did allow her to fence with them when they thought they could do so without getting caught.

Lukasz, like Julian, had a strong appetite for women and was not afraid to speak of it in her presence. He had once said that it was no use shielding her from what her own future held. He was currently telling Eryk of his most recent tryst: an omega he had found at a brothel while on business in Novigrad with their father. Apparently, he had paid a premium to spend a day of her heat in her bed, an experience which he said was well worth the coin.

He spared no detail as he described how the girl had been writhing on the bed, begging for his knot and giving no resistance as he took her any way he liked. Eryk kept his head low as he nodded along, stating that he hadn’t lain with an omega yet, only fooling around with a few betas.

"Maybe, if you’re lucky, you’ll find yourselves mates who actually love you and whom you love in return regardless of their secondary genders."

"When did you become such an idealist?" Eryk scoffed, a sadness in his eye that didn’t match his derisive tone.

"I’m the youngest and the only daughter and Ludwik is the eldest alpha son, we were never going to get anything other than arranged marriages but you two,” she looked up from the potatoes she was chopping, waving her knife in the air, “can still choose who you wish to mate. I’d suggest taking advantage of your fortune." 

"I know you think you are being wise, but you should stop speaking of things you do not understand, dear sister," Lukasz leveled her with the same look their father gave her when he was angry, making her hang her head submissively and return to her task.

"Lads, the kitchen isn't your place, we have business to attend to."

"Yes, Sir," they said in unison before rushing out of the room.

Rebekah’s heart began to race as her father circled around the counter to her side. He scruffed the back of her neck forcefully and turned her so she faced him.

"I suggest that you take example from your mother and that you not bring me shame at the Pankratz’s banquet. I spared you yesterday for the sack of appearance, but I will not hesitate to punish you if you behave like anything other than a perfect future bride."

"Yes, Sir."

He hummed, releasing her neck and followed his sons to his study.

***

Rebekah kept her mind focused on her tasks until the end of the week and was able to avoid any more of her father’s threats. Friday soon came and Julian arrived early in the afternoon. His first visit was to his family home, then to Rebekah’s to visit with Eryk. Of course, he knew that Eryk, Lukasz and her father were occupied elsewhere with preparations for the banquet the following evening. He’d surprised Rebekah by sneaking into the stables where she was brushing Dahlia’s coat.

"Julian!" she dropped the brush and rushed into his outstretched arms.

"I missed you," Julian whispered into her hair.

"And I you, but if my father catches us together, he," she caught herself before she let slip what he would really do. "He won’t let me attend the banquet," she said instead.

"I didn’t want the first time I saw you again to be in a room full of stuck up old nobles where I wouldn’t be able to hug you properly."

She nuzzled his neck, taking comfort in his scent.

"Go, I’ll see you tomorrow. And don’t forget, you owe me a ballad."

"Anything for you, my lady." He bowed dramatically and left the stables before he could be seen.

The feast came soon enough, and Rebekah was increasingly careful of her manners and behavior. She demonstrated submission to every alpha whom she was presented to and did not make eye contact with anyone during the meal. She kept quiet as the others around her spoke, only responding when she was spoken to directly.

Her mother was on her left and her father sat on the other side of his wife. Julian was seated to her right and although he was clearly uncomfortable with the situation, he participated in the lively debates voicing his opinion when he felt it necessary.

He noticed that Rebekah was uncharacteristically quiet, but he assumed that being barely thirteen at a table filled with nobility while her future relied on her upcoming presentation was cause enough to be pensive.

Rebekah's father was invited to say a few words about the upcoming nuptials which, although still uncertain, were part of the reason there had been a feast in the first place. Rebekah mostly ignored her father's words, only catching a stray sentence now and again.

"We have no doubt that you will care for our youngest born and ensure her health and happiness."

Rebekah knew that what her father actually meant was that her marriage to the viscount took her off his hands while elevating her family's standing in society which ensured his health and happiness.

His only daughter was his biggest shame, always trailing after her brothers or spending time with the neighbor's son. She had a spitfire personality and enjoyed sword-fighting whenever she had the chance. He had punished her more than once for it, but she didn't seem to care. The more she showed signs of rebellious or alpha-like behavior the more he punished her and treated her like an omega, grooming her into what he thought a proper wife should be. 

As the evening went on Julian and Rebekah had been able to sneak away from the watchful eyes of their parents and her brothers, counting on their growing drunkenness to keep them occupied well into the night. 

They went their separate ways, agreeing to meet on the roof of Rebekah's family stables as soon as possible. She returned to her house and picked the lock to her father's liquor cabinet. She retrieved a full bottle of clear liquid though she had no idea as to what the contents were. Jaskier had gone to retrieve his lute and had also taken a large blanket from his room.

Rebekah climbed up the side of the stables with a level of agility that stunned Julian. What he didn't know is that she had had to hide there at least once a month since he had left for the Academy. Julian handed her his lute before following her up himself with a bit more difficulty and a lot of help from the younger girl.

They sat with their backs to the town, looking out over the forest that surrounded her family's land. Julian placed the blanket around Rebekah's shoulders then pulled his lute out of its old, beat-up case. He began plucking absentmindedly at the strings as he talked about life in Oxenfurt. Rebekah loved the way his eyes shone a little brighter with every passing second.

After finishing about half of the clear liquid, they were both well and truly drunk but that didn't stop them from further sipping at the bottle. Julian had started performing raunchy songs that he'd learned from taverns in Novigrad, leaving Rebekah a giggling mess.

"I need to speak to you about something," Julian announced after storing his lute back in its case.

"All right," she answered through chattering teeth. The night had grown colder, and a light breeze had picked up. Julian moved closer wrapping one side of the blanket around his shoulders so she could press into his side and share his heat.

"You know that I love you, don’t you?"

"Yes, I think you may have mentioned that before," she teased.

Julian's face remained serious, however, something that didn't go unnoticed by Rebekah.

"What is worrying you, Julian?"

"I've been thinking a lot these past few months and well… I really like singing and making up songs. I've performed some of the songs I know in taverns and some people actually liked it. The noble life doesn't interest me, it never has." He paused, unsure of how to continue.

"Julian, what are you trying to say?"

"I am trying to say that, when I leave tomorrow morning, I won't be coming back. I am going to write to my parents, telling them that I'm breaking the betrothal and renouncing any of my noble standings. You are like a sister to me and it doesn’t feel right to go through with the marriage. I want to travel the Continent, go on adventures and maybe, one day, my songs will be good enough to make me a famous bard."

It was a good thing that Julian was looking away from her because she couldn't hide the sadness or disappointment on her face. Without Julian, she wasn't sure that she would ever be safe from her father, or any other man he would try to betroth her to if she did present as an omega, but she also loved him in return and she didn't want to be the reason he had to give up on his dreams.

If she just confessed to Julian all her worries, all her secrets, she was sure that he would stay long enough to complete the marriage contract and take her with him but that would be of no use to his career. No one would want a bard with a teenage wife trailing after him. Bards were supposed to be free and happy, flirting wildly with their audiences. There was also no guarantee that his parents wouldn't force him to stay by some means or another if he remained in Lettenhove any longer.

She wiped away a tear before the alpha would see it and resigned herself to hiding her true feelings, taking a long drink from the bottle of spirit before speaking again, "If you're going to be a famous bard, you're going to need a better name than Julian Alfred Pankratz, Viscount of Lettenhove."

Julian’s head shot up, smiling brightly at the apparent acceptance and scented Rebekah to show his gratitude.

"Have you any suggestions for me?"

She looked down at the embroidered flowers on the blanket that was currently keeping them warm and her lips twisted into a coy smile.

"How about Buttercup? It will make you sound all cute and cuddly and distinguish you from other alphas."

"No one is going to request 'Fishmonger's Daughter' to a bard with a name like Buttercup."

"Well that was my one and only idea," she picked up the bottle, holding it a little above her head. "A toast to the greatest bard the Continent will ever know, whatever you choose to call yourself." She took another long drag from the bottle and handed it to Julian for him to do the same.

The rest of the night passed mostly as a blur. She remembered a lot of laughter and giggles, but she couldn't recall what they had spoken about. All she knew was that some time between then and the moment she woke, Julian and his lute had disappeared.

Chapter 12