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I worry about this coming month. October isn't the best of months which includes May... I just hope I don't dissociate badly cause I got a heavy load of classwork this month. I've survived five months of classes, coming to my sixth one that started today. I just hope I don't fall apart this month...
- Alex
I don't wanna to write about anything for school..... Just have no interest in doing it but I know that I need to write. The class I am in is so boring cause it's just writing. I'm gonna go nap now... Cause I can't think of writing for class. I'll get it done tonight.
- Alex
I just hope that I don't get traumaised from what is going on in my country. So much riots going on... I don't feel safe anymore and I'm afraid of going outside now. I know that I'm supposed to be strong as I'm a male alter but still... I haven't face anything like this before and it's scary! I just hope that I won't fall apart and start dissociating again....
I'm just gonna continue and focus on my class and assignments and hope the country settles down soon. I highly doubt it will... Stupid twat in office caused all of this... Along with corrupted people.
- Alex
morning trip & mid 3rd week of Creative Presentation
so this morning I went to Krogers (grocery store in the us) to pick up a new med. Not really happy about it and I thought I was going to pay 51usd for it but it turns out that I didnt have to. the insurance paid it for me. Good for me cause its alot of money, 51 may seem chump change but its a lot considering that I save money. So yea, afterwards I went over to the medical centre to see a nurse but also get my blood drawn again. The nurse had to show me how to use the new med. Yep, I now take insulin, but its not like the old way. The ones that I got is pens, so its already mixed and ready to be used. I now officially on insulin...Tomorrow morning is when I will start taking it as by the time I got back to the house, it was near lunch time. Doctor says to take it in the morning, and every morning after that. So that's how my morning went.
it's late afternoon now and I have taken a nap then came downstairs to the living room. started a movie then took the dog, Carma out for a short walk. its cloudy and at 61F so it was a nice time to walk to dog. Keh both of us is out of shape so I guess we be doing lots of walks soon. Anyhow i should get back to my main assignment for class. Currently trying to make a darft of my assignment to get a feedback about it. Apperently my GPA for the class wasnt 94 but a 97.82... nearly an A+ so I'm doing very well in class.
Better get back to work now.
- Alex
3rd week of class... And tiny ramble
So far the class is okay. It's getting harder until next week which is the last week of class. I can make it, there are other classes harder than this one but I will pass it with good grades.
Besides that I haven't had a switch happened yet and I'm okay with it. Basically I can continue with my classes without freaking out what day it is and being late with classes or assignments. Yet I do start to miss the others. It would be nice to switch and take a break from being the host and Kiara can be out for awhile along with the others. I do miss Kiara, she was a sweet fiery fox that loves to play video games. I also miss my friends and Inu. Mai, Abby and the others. It's so empty in the Manor. I'm the only one who lives there now.
I should get some sleep now so I can wake up in time for my new assignment open up. I really hope that I did well on this assignment that I had turned in yesterday. I tried but I really didn't quite understand it but I did what I could. But yea I should get some sleep...
Last thing, DID is real and is known in the medical department. Yea just had to say that. I'm off to bed now. Goodnight
- Alex
New week and new assignment
So today is the second week of the Creative Presentation class. Yea a bit odd but this is how Full Sail Online does their classes. One class per month.
Anyways back to where I was. Yes second week... New assignment too. This time I will have to make a short 2/3min video and upload it by Wednesday. Then as usual two reply posts which is due on Friday. I also have a new book to read and I'm currently working on that one. So yea, I should go now and make an outline of the audio/visual assignment. I'll post again on Wednesday.
Take care and be safe.
- Alex
Ps- sry for a short one but not much to say but that. Besides school, I still haven't fallen apart mentally. Thus no one else is around inside the Mindscape. I kind of miss them but since school started, I haven't paid much attention about it. Honestly I still have DID, it's just matter when I break and others come tumbling out. So for now I'm taking advantage of being out by going to school. So yea, um laters
Journey into Computer Animation degree - Day 3
So it's been two days since my last post about this. I've decided to try and document my way through the process of getting my degree. Not much has happened but yesterday having my first lecture in Zoom. It was interesting but I ended up missing the first 30mins of it due to making breakfast and eating. I still made it as the teacher was still going and I stayed on for most of the lecture then I had to leave again. But it was for my psychiatrist call appointment. I got my meds refilled for 3 more months which is good. I ended up having to re-watch the lecture after the teacher uploaded it on the site.
So for yesterday I have been watching and signing up to TED Talk site. My first major assignment is to watch 2/3 videos of TED Talks then analyze them by answering questions about them. Then I need to put them into a presentation format and upload it. I am hoping to finish by this Friday and turn it in.
Right this is what I'm currently doing. View photos.
(this was yesterday works, I'm using my old like 2008 model macbook pro. I have my Notes open with TED Talk on the upper right. I was going to search for something but forgot thus a black page lol)
(so this is today's work. Still writing in my Notes in answering the questions from one TED Talk. I did found two that I want to do so I'm working on them. Below is the photo of what I need to work on next the presentation form. Busy today)
I better get back to work now, might go out for a quick walk later today. See you later, probably this weekend when I'm done with everything until Monday.
- Alex
My Journey into Computer Animation degree - first class: Creative Presentation
Just had my first assignment started and it looks tough but I will get through it. I have a week to finish it. I already set it up to turn in on Friday, a day before its due. So far the first assignment is okay. I have five chapters to read then summarise them. Just to have notes of them in hand. The main assignment of this week is reviewing three different videos of TED Talks and then analyzing them then write up the report on all three before this Friday. That's a tough one but see how it goes. Tomorrow morning near noon is our first Live Lecture in Zoom with the teacher and class.
I was too excited to start that I did half of the easy quick little assignments as soon as the class was unlocked online. Which meant I really didn't sleep last night and I was mostly on the school site checking it out and doing those tiny assignments. I crashed at 7am but got up again at 1pm. Now I'm going bed early this time as I do have a lecture to attend to online in the morning.
I better get to bed now so I can be up in the morning to do the outline of the TED Talks and get ready for the lecture.
Good night.
- Alex
