#altzimers

[britsnana2]

This is where the bridge was and the colverts that were washed away in the second flood. They had to be removed.

The bottom picture is the bar in the down stairs. It was completely under water.

[mellymassacre]

I am happy, but people dont understand I am a diffrent kind of happy. I love my daughter to pieces, she makes me happy, keeps me alive and i try hard to do the same. But that part of me will always be sad because no one is ever 100% happy. Ive not had an easy life, most of us havent, mines has been easier than some people I know but we all deal diffrently and sometimes I can't. I lost 3 amazing people and with 2 I was too young to understand and 1 I was so close too and 100% understood everything happening. Watched her kill herself slowly, telling me they were here for her but wont take her. Its hard, it really is. She never got to meet my daughter and all she said about it was 'silly girl' Now I watch 2 amazing women in my life be ill alot one more than the other and I watch my dad and brother pretend to be happy. There not. I dont know why I wrote this, not for sympathy or reactions. I just need to talk I guess. But people wonder why I am the way I am, I was bullied till well now for being weird, bi and fat. So I cant trust as well as I want too. Ive bedn hurt but who hasn't. I even feel threatend by my best friends! I ask all the time whats wrong with me? I know inside its not my fault though Sorrh for rant guys just ignore